The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread

[Schwedentod]

My lack of sleep is killing me...

Had classes quite early today, still in university, in 10 minutes I'll go home, take the 2nd shower today, get myself a coffee done and then drive with 4 friends to Göteborg to see Evergrey. Really looking forward to this since they were amazing at the Gates Of Metal. But: guess who's going to drive... Yes, of course! *g*

Unfortunately, I feel the illness coming back, might go to a doc tomorrow. So, right now I'm somewhere in between good and bad... Really interesting feelings.

 

[Incendiare]

NF: Worried as freaking hell.

 

[Lolita Vampiriá]

NF: A bit nervous or anxious because I'm going to Ashtanga yoga classes for the very first time today.

Here's some info about Ashtanga yoga:

The practice of Ashtanga Yoga is an ancient and powerful discipline for cultivating physical, mental and spiritual health.

Progressive techniques of breath, posture and movement, cleanse, stretch and strengthen the body as well as focus and calm the mind.

A deeper experience of the self becomes possible through consistent practice.

 

[Angelbreeze]

NF: Like a piece of crap....my biggest fear came true in the right moment that my life is falling down on pieces.....I can't stand this life longer.....

 

[DragonLady1]

oh shit what happened?

but I also feel quiet bad for the moment, kind of one of the biggest fears also came true and I feel so left alone actually, I'm working so hard to live my dreams and sometimes I'm even more afraid its all in vain... have to be strong

 

[King Chaos]

Once you hit rock bottom, it's not so bad. The fall sucks. I'm talking on this like I'm a professional ... but yeah, I'm actually comfortable down here, and not in the mood to start climbing back up. Of course, I see that's how failures are made. But seriously - give it a week ladies. You'll start feeling better.

NF: I haven't done anything for a couple of weeks. Feels lame. I'm just sitting around, kinda bored. Still enjoying worms 2. I made House Lannister (G.r.r.Martin), The Fellowship (Tolkein) and the Guardians of the west(Eddings) have an epic battle. Then the game crashed. But it was all fun. Might be making a film today. If not I'll just continue perfecting the ways of the ninja.

 

[Angelbreeze]

@DL1: I'm sorry for hearing that, indeed. Try to be strong now that you still can. There's nothing left to me anymore.


@KC: I don't believe that you know what I'm talking about. I really appreciate your comment and help, though.

 

[Caelestia]

I'm not sure what either of you (Angel/DL) are talking about, but I shared your feelings of loss and helplessness (again, I think) a week ago. I still kind of do but KC is right, you will feel better. Fall back on your buddies and take your time.

NF: Neutral, depending on my thoughts, I could go either way

 

[Siren]

@Angelbreeze: I've been there quite a few times. Maybe not in the exact same circumstances, but the feelings sound familiar. Please try to hang on, sometimes things seem worse than they really are. You still have yourself and your life, that is more important than you might think. Things can and will get better, don't do something that won't let you experience better times. Maybe KC doesn't know what you're talking about, but it's true that after some time you won't feel as bad. You are stronger than you think, we all are. I know i haven't been very nice to you on this board in the past, but if you want to talk i'll be glad to listen.

@Caelestia: unfortunatelly some people don't have the luxury of buddies. welcome back to the board.

 

[King Chaos]

Well of course I dont what you're talking about. When I was talking about being a professional on the subject I was talking about the subject of misery and self loathing.

Nf: Enjoying some Nevermore, 'bout to go to the cinema. Been playing guitar and enjoying it for a change. Been reading a good book too.

 

[hyena]

STOP WHINING, ALL OF YOU, FOR FUCK'S SAKE!

there. now i feel better.

@rahv: last time i checked you had a different title. that's why i didn't say anything on your current one.

 

[Human Desert]

NF: Like a piece of crap....my biggest fear came true in the right moment that my life is falling down on pieces.....I can't stand this life longer.....

Ok seriously, i can't watch this. It's so obvious that you need professional help or you'll end up killing yourself or attempting suicide and failing, and after that your life will be ten times worse than it is now. Jesus, no matter how hard it is GET HELP! I know it's hard, but like i told you before, it's not as scary as it seems at first. Or do you want to die? (that's kind of a stupid question though, because you probably do ) You must get help, NOW!

hyena: Even though your problems might seem bigger to you than anyone else's, it doesn't mean that no one else has problems. At least you're not about to kill yourself like Angelbreeze there.

nf: good.

 

[hyena]

hyena: Even though your problems might seem bigger to you than anyone else's, it doesn't mean that no one else has problems. At least you're not about to kill yourself like Angelbreeze there.

Right, if you wanted to get me mad you succeded.

The (hor)crux of the matter is not that I deem my problems bigger than anyone else's. It's that I handle my problems by way of trying to be reasonable.

Listen, we all go through crap. I can also concede, although it's not my favorite way of thinking, that the magnitude of the problem is in the eye of the beholder.

But I've learnt through time that when faced with problems that don't really have a solution people do fight. Most of the whining is just attention-seeking under another guise and while I've done my fair share of that I have stopped the moment I bumped into something REALLY hard to handle.

I find that real problems are best discussed with friends than anonymous people on the internet. Some friends might be on the internet. But this applies to personal convos, not forums.

I won't give you the satisfaction of going into personal details - not my point really.

 

[Taliesin]

I think the way Angel tackles this is quite weird, too. I mean, if you dont wanna talk about it, then dont, but this "Uuhh I feel so crap but please, dont ask any questions!" that's not gonna increase your friend count.

Dont get me wrong, Id gladly help you if you let me, it's not like Ive never been there, but I really dont see the point in posts like that.
Being reasonable is the only way to really solve a problem, but Im sure we've all learned the hard way that it's not always as simple as that.
So there, everyone's a little right and a little wrong

 

[Schwedentod]

Finally got my own Internet-connection so I'm back again! Anyone wanting me to get away again? Anyone happy to see me here again???

Evergrey were awesome, we had lots of fun and the Greek guy joining us was one of the happiest persons afterwards since he's a big EG fan. They are definitely a great band and I might see them again as fast as possible (Recreation Day is just an unbelivable song). Made some nice pictures, might post them later on.

Since I don't know what's going on I will not comment on AB and DL's problems since just another "Keep going" comment would not really help I think.

NF: Happy to be back again!!!

 

[Siren]

@Tod: Welcome back. I'm happy to see you again. I hope you don't mind that i'll call you Tod from now on.
You should have seen a certain Greek girl after her first DT gig. Maybe it's something in our blood?


NF: Terminally tired.

 

[Venenum Veritas]

NF: extremely frustrated and have a major headache!!
I barely started my first week of Aviation Maintanance Procedures and and i've i have been in class for 3 days now and i have 4 projects, 1 worksheet, 1 workbook chapter, and 1 500 word essay due in about 8 hours! and i'm so tired and ugh!! i feel like shit now, and to top it all off i also have a test tommorow which will be 50 question including 5 essay questions. I hate essays so fucking much!

I think i'm going to pull an all nighter. Where the hell are those damn MONSTER drinks when you need them?!

 

[Human Desert]

Right, if you wanted to get me mad you succeded.

The (hor)crux of the matter is not that I deem my problems bigger than anyone else's. It's that I handle my problems by way of trying to be reasonable.

Listen, we all go through crap. I can also concede, although it's not my favorite way of thinking, that the magnitude of the problem is in the eye of the beholder.

But I've learnt through time that when faced with problems that don't really have a solution people do fight. Most of the whining is just attention-seeking under another guise and while I've done my fair share of that I have stopped the moment I bumped into something REALLY hard to handle.

I find that real problems are best discussed with friends than anonymous people on the internet. Some friends might be on the internet. But this applies to personal convos, not forums.

I won't give you the satisfaction of going into personal details - not my point really.

I wasn't trying to get you mad.
About the fighting, some people are stronger than others. Some people can fight, but some people are weaker and give up easily. I don't think the whining is attention-seeking. Or at least my whining here never was attention-seeking, it was just getting out the bad stuff.

Anyway, sorry about this.

 

[Schwedentod]

@Tod: Welcome back. I'm happy to see you again.

Thanks a lot! It's much appreciated!

I hope you don't mind that i'll call you Tod from now on.

No, that's OK, my name is definitely too long...

You should have seen a certain Greek girl after her first DT gig. Maybe it's something in our blood?

Sorry, but I don't understand what you're trying to tell me here... Did you see DT the first time? Where? And what's in our blood, to which comment of mine was this a reply?

NF: Very tired. Was in Göteborg the whole day and came back less than 2 hours ago. Will have some beers with some of the people here in the student's home now in the bar in the basement and go to bed afterwards (which means really early!). But I'm happy so far! :Spin:

 

[Siren]

Sorry, but I don't understand what you're trying to tell me here... Did you see DT the first time? Where? And what's in our blood, to which comment of mine was this a reply?

I meant you should have seen me the first time i saw DT (somewhere back in '02). I looked like the happiest person on earth. It was reported i had a smile that practically went all the way to my ears.
As for the blood reference, i was wondering if looking like the happiest people after seeing our favourite bands has anything to do with being greek.
Sorry for the poor phrasing, but it sounded much better (and less stupid) that way.