The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread
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@ siren: thats what a lot of people do, but i guess i will start something esle for 3 years and then re-try it cuz my mom wouldn't want me to change after 1 year (i guess). But i'd like to try again
NF: Like it's morning. This week has been so fucked up for me. I sleep 2-3 hours every night, wake up before 7, get back around noon, and sleep again. Then i'm too bleah to do anything useful, but i still don't get in my bed before 3-5. Today it's even worse, i "napped" from 3-9pm. And the next two days are going to be hectic with a trip to Athens for a wedding + a baptism the next morning.
@Siren: How far away from Athens do you live? Since Giannis and Charis come from there and I'll visit them some day (hopefully next year). So we might have a chance to meet as well, if you want to. (This is - of course - future music!)
right, i am about to go out for a blind date with someone i met on the internet about two hours ago. i'm not going to get killed since i have my own transportation and anyway i have a whole lot of details about the guy so i can scare him off serious crime - but this doesn't mean that i'm being smart, seeing how i've got to go to work then travel to see my parents tomorrow and all. eh well, choose life and good riddance to the bubu.
@Tod: Not too far away, 2-3 hours by car or bus. If and when you visit, we can arrange something. 
King Chaos
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ooer. Well if you return, let us know how it went. I wish I could do that. I meet people on the net, get friendly and then when they want to meet I suddenly break my leg and am in a car crash, or am currently in spain or whatever excuse I can think of to deter them from such scary thoughts.hyena said:
NF: Back at uni on Monday, am looking for a real job and need to get a ticket to a sold out show by saturday. So tomorrow is going to be busy. I'm nervous about uni, looking forward to real work (again) and not nimble enough to fit through the window at the cockpit, so ebay/kill someone in the line it is then if I want to see Dragonforce. Hope everyone here is doing ok. This place has been quiet.
alive and quite well actually. the guy is not that good-looking for my taste, but he said a decent number of intelligent things and i might be inclined to meet him again. very subdued guy. me likes this, eventhough 'taken in' requires other caliber altogether.
also, the wine was okay and eventhough i thought i'd just have a glass i ended up having half a bottle and not getting affected in the least, which goes to show - again - that if no overwhelmingly enormous quantities are consumed then the effects are mainly psychological.
all in all, i hope i made a good impression. which automatically means i didn't, in the general shape of things, but of course now that i am creating all of this suspense i will have to let you know as soon as i myself know something.
and now i have two people eager to accompany me to the VNV nation show on the 22nd. i got the power, as a chav song of yore went.
aside from the effects of this particular date, choose life is proving to be a good policy. i resolved to meet more of those who wanted to meet me and this week this has translated to a fun night of drinking and discussing music on sunday and to a fun night of drinking and discussing stuff (including music) tonight.
also, the wine was okay and eventhough i thought i'd just have a glass i ended up having half a bottle and not getting affected in the least, which goes to show - again - that if no overwhelmingly enormous quantities are consumed then the effects are mainly psychological.
all in all, i hope i made a good impression. which automatically means i didn't, in the general shape of things, but of course now that i am creating all of this suspense i will have to let you know as soon as i myself know something.
and now i have two people eager to accompany me to the VNV nation show on the 22nd. i got the power, as a chav song of yore went.
aside from the effects of this particular date, choose life is proving to be a good policy. i resolved to meet more of those who wanted to meet me and this week this has translated to a fun night of drinking and discussing music on sunday and to a fun night of drinking and discussing stuff (including music) tonight.
After all, Sweden is not only holidays... This truth hits me now when I have to go to university to work on some assignment. I'm tired and had other things to do, but looks like I won't have a chance to not show up (since it's a group-work).
Yesterday we had the Idea to go to Jönköping this weekend which might turn out to be lots of fun.
NF: Tired. Not willing to work now...
Yesterday we had the Idea to go to Jönköping this weekend which might turn out to be lots of fun.
NF: Tired. Not willing to work now...
Hiljainen
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Dark_Silence said:
that doesn't sound bad
actually it looks a lot like a "plan b" i have if what i'm doing in uni doesn't turn out good (after i finish) and i still want to pursue my first dream, and i find a lot of money try to find something that could interest you anyway and do that, it could turn out well.
La Rocque
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Things could not be better or maybe they could???
Waiting for the sun to rise and down the road I go ... YEEHAA!!!
Waiting for the sun to rise and down the road I go ... YEEHAA!!!
Dark_Silence
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@hiljainen: yep thats plan b! i will go tomorrow to regsister to another college for 'multimedia writing' (making the design and writing articles for web sites and cd roms)
i also just found out there is another way for plan a, but its getting a bit late to register for college if i don't do it tommorrow or get informations for a different stuff so i guess i will try that in 3 years!
i also just found out there is another way for plan a, but its getting a bit late to register for college if i don't do it tommorrow or get informations for a different stuff so i guess i will try that in 3 years!
solefald
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feeling good, fucked up and up side down
finally after 2 months we got internet in our appartement.Im just trying to build up a wlan net for my 2 appartement mates.my new school is cool, I like it and there are some cool people there.papertechology rules
sadly I destroyed our freezer(and must buy a new one), I must pay 1000€ back to the stategouvernemt due to some burocratical fuckups and today I blocked my eurochequecard because I frogot my PIN. so this and some other stupid things are destroying my week...and I found out that DT canceled their tour next months
feeling good, fucked up and up side down
finally after 2 months we got internet in our appartement.Im just trying to build up a wlan net for my 2 appartement mates.my new school is cool, I like it and there are some cool people there.papertechology rules
sadly I destroyed our freezer(and must buy a new one), I must pay 1000€ back to the stategouvernemt due to some burocratical fuckups and today I blocked my eurochequecard because I frogot my PIN. so this and some other stupid things are destroying my week...and I found out that DT canceled their tour next months
Venenum Veritas
/frank ruiz
NF: PISSED!
not only did i lose the dt - skydancer shirt on e-bay earlier this week, but i completely forgot to bid on the dt - lethe l/s shirt as well! i'm kicking my sorry ass right now b/c of that
not only did i lose the dt - skydancer shirt on e-bay earlier this week, but i completely forgot to bid on the dt - lethe l/s shirt as well! i'm kicking my sorry ass right now b/c of that
That always sounds like a good plan at first, but from my experience sometimes it's a bit unrealistic. I don't know about schools that are around 3 years or generally easy, maybe it could work. But after a certain age and a number of years in a difficult field, it's just short of impossible. At some point all you want is to get finished with studies and start making money. Plus, imo, studying gets harder with age. Of course there are quite a few people who do that, if you have a big passion for something you can always find a way. I know people who get in my school after finishing another (which is plan b for them after failing to get in through exams). I used to think i would do the same, but nowadays i just look at them bewildered (me and my uni-mates usually think they're nuts for choosing this over an immediate good paying job). I have no way to know what happens with them after all, but if they manage to pull through this successfully, i bow and think they're heros. With nuts.Hiljainen said:that doesn't sound bad
After all, i think it's all relevant to how much you want to do something.
well, what siren says is true. (surprise. )
no, seriously: i didn't think that way when i was studying, but the idea of throwing down the drain any investment pursued for x years sounds easier said than done. now that i've started a good career, i would still change jobs under some specific circumstances, but in general i'm wary.
on the other hand, having regrets for the rest of one's life because the wrong course of study was chosen at age 18 sounds a bit delirious - trading three years for about thirty is just not right. my suggestion to dark_silence: nevermind what your mom thinks. explain to her, scream, shout and wail because you don't want to be 30 and do something different from what you wanted because you didn't have the guts to challenge your mom.
nf: well, over the last two days i have most definitely seen things you people wouldn't believe (yes, yes, attack ships at the shoulder of Orion and all, yes), and i think i am scarred for life. this is playing mad tricks on my head.
)no, seriously: i didn't think that way when i was studying, but the idea of throwing down the drain any investment pursued for x years sounds easier said than done. now that i've started a good career, i would still change jobs under some specific circumstances, but in general i'm wary.
on the other hand, having regrets for the rest of one's life because the wrong course of study was chosen at age 18 sounds a bit delirious - trading three years for about thirty is just not right. my suggestion to dark_silence: nevermind what your mom thinks. explain to her, scream, shout and wail because you don't want to be 30 and do something different from what you wanted because you didn't have the guts to challenge your mom.
nf: well, over the last two days i have most definitely seen things you people wouldn't believe (yes, yes, attack ships at the shoulder of Orion and all, yes), and i think i am scarred for life. this is playing mad tricks on my head.
@hyena: i, too, could choose to do something else for a job eventually, but i highly doubt i'd put myself through such demanding studies again.
on the other hand, when one is financially secure it's easier to do those things. the other day i met a 37 yo guy, who is ass-rich, and he said he's finished one uni-school, two post-graduate degrees, and is on to his second uni degree in a completely different field, just for fun. i would so like to be in such a situation too.
then on the other (third) hand, i'm believing more and more each day, that you can never really know what a job is like, until you've finally seen/done it. so you might idealise something and regret your whole life that you didn't pursue it harder, but maybe if you do choose it, you will get disillusioned and you'll see it's not quite your cup of tea. so the bottom line is, you can never really know until you've tried it.
NF: old, fat, ugly and beaten up during my sleep. it must be that third hand.
on the other hand, when one is financially secure it's easier to do those things. the other day i met a 37 yo guy, who is ass-rich, and he said he's finished one uni-school, two post-graduate degrees, and is on to his second uni degree in a completely different field, just for fun. i would so like to be in such a situation too.
then on the other (third) hand, i'm believing more and more each day, that you can never really know what a job is like, until you've finally seen/done it. so you might idealise something and regret your whole life that you didn't pursue it harder, but maybe if you do choose it, you will get disillusioned and you'll see it's not quite your cup of tea. so the bottom line is, you can never really know until you've tried it.
NF: old, fat, ugly and beaten up during my sleep. it must be that third hand.
Im probably the only one who cares about the german elections on here but anyway.. the result is quite interesting
There is only one combination of 2 parties to get a 50% majority, the other involve at least 3 parties. But then the Liberals already announced they wont form a coalition with the Socialdemocrats and the greens (which is understandable since they'd lose credibility in their base. A pity though, it would be a healthy combination I think) and the Socialdemocrats will never work together with the socialists. Maybe they would have but since they got the former SPD guy Lafontaine on board, who is considered a traitor in the SPD now, it's not a good moment to throw away old enmities I guess.
Schröder announced that he would like the "Big Coalition" with the christdemocrats, but with him as chancellor First, that's absurd because the christdemocrats had more voters, second, the way he said it was so funny it looked like he was on drugs.. well, either way, the coming days promise to be entertaining
There is only one combination of 2 parties to get a 50% majority, the other involve at least 3 parties. But then the Liberals already announced they wont form a coalition with the Socialdemocrats and the greens (which is understandable since they'd lose credibility in their base. A pity though, it would be a healthy combination I think) and the Socialdemocrats will never work together with the socialists. Maybe they would have but since they got the former SPD guy Lafontaine on board, who is considered a traitor in the SPD now, it's not a good moment to throw away old enmities I guess.
Schröder announced that he would like the "Big Coalition" with the christdemocrats, but with him as chancellor
First, that's absurd because the christdemocrats had more voters, second, the way he said it was so funny it looked like he was on drugs.. well, either way, the coming days promise to be entertaining
solefald
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oh yeah the votes. interesting and dissapointing, now with a big coalition germany will continue to stay unmoveable, there wont come new ideas and reforms with this.
all hell breaks loose...quicksandparadise germany
all hell breaks loose...quicksandparadise germany
@tal: nah, i cared about the elections and had actually forgotten to check the 'net for results, so thanks for reminding me/providing info.
nf: gay, because i'm listening to the ark.
nf: gay, because i'm listening to the ark.
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