The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread

[La Rocque]

Claudia
So very sorry to read about the passing of your Father,
My thoughts and prayers go out to You and your family.
Take care

 

[Dafne]

But now I am home alone (still at my parents', but my mom and brother are out to sign more papers while i take care of some computer stuff) for the first time since the event, or at least i think so... and it's not any good.

Damn,i'm really sorry...it's so hard to tell something about it that you haven't heard...
please don't stay home alone and stay with people as much as you can.
Un abbraccio grande!Mi dispiace davvero!

 

[Siren]

@Hitori: please do send me one in the mail, thanks.

NF: pissed, i just got an email that screams "better times". i wish it was at least tangible so i could tear it apart. :/

 

[King Chaos]

Nf: Pretty good. Just found out EMPEROR ARE FUCKING HEADLINING WACKEN 2006. So yeah. Im happy. *BONER!*

 

[Delirious]

Nf: Pretty good. Just found out EMPEROR ARE FUCKING HEADLINING WACKEN 2006. So yeah. Im happy. *BONER!*

are they really big enough to headline?
anyway, cool news indeed.

 

[Taliesin]

Im gonna buy the Wacken christmas ticket in like 2 weeks..

 

[King Chaos]

are they really big enough to headline?
anyway, cool news indeed.

http://www.wacken.com/en/woa2006/ apparently so.

 

[Schwedentod]

NF: Emotionally weird. Somehow disturbed. I don't know. These last days have been interesting, but I don't know if everything I did was correct. What I definitely do wrong is the thing that I don't study much. And party too much (can you ever party too much). And then I'm reading strange books making me think. So... Shit! I dont't know, too confused right now, I can't get a clear thought.

 

[Schwedentod]

While reading my post again I realize that even my words are so strange that you might not understand what the hell I'm talking about...

 

[Cuthalion]

I feel like shit, it's raining for 3 days now and i just can't seem to find something to do. I have communication problems with my band members (yes i have sort of a band) and we just can;t seem to do anything even though we have so much ideas and so many 60% complete songs.
To top it all couple of days ago i finally found the girl that has been haunting me for couple of months now ( i met her 3 years ago, saw her 3 months ago) and then i found out that she has a boyfriend. Same old story...

and i finally felt that the summer is over and that just sucks

 

[hyena]

nf: completely sick. physically and psychologically.

 

[King Chaos]

NF: Emotionally weird. Somehow disturbed. I don't know. These last days have been interesting, but I don't know if everything I did was correct. What I definitely do wrong is the thing that I don't study much. And party too much (can you ever party too much). And then I'm reading strange books making me think. So... Shit! I dont't know, too confused right now, I can't get a clear thought.

ooo what are you reading?

 

[Schwedentod]

@KC: Right now: Nick Hornby - A Long Way Down
Feels freaky to read about the reasons why they wantet to commit suicide. These are real reasons and in the same moment they are not. Strange, making me think a lot.

On the other hand I started to be interested in spiritual things, but that still grows and doesn't make me think too much right now. But I know it will in a few days/ weeks.

And there's lots of emotions running through me at the moment. Just talked (ICQed) with a friend telling him everything, which made it a little better, but just today, there's a picture in my head I don't wanna see because I can't get what I see although I want to get it. Like a small child, right?

I hope this is more understandable than the last post... *g*

 

[solefald]

NF: bored
Im at home with my whole family(5 kids, 2 parents and the new husband of my sister) and were celebrating the 50.birthday of my mother.
but I hate those family-reunions where everyones talks about the stupid stories of the others past and childhood. "oh and yeah you know when he or her did this or that..."and so on.all those stupid memories of my childhood failures come back alive.
and it seems my family never forgets my actions when I was young.
Im just happy that I forgot those painful memories. but in 2 days Im back in munich. far away

 

[Hiljainen]

@Claudia: i'm really sorry i have no words to say

 

[Siren]

NF: a newfound sense of awakedness after sleeping for 16+ hours last night and morning.

 

[King Chaos]

@KC: Right now: Nick Hornby - A Long Way Down
Feels freaky to read about the reasons why they wantet to commit suicide. These are real reasons and in the same moment they are not. Strange, making me think a lot.

On the other hand I started to be interested in spiritual things, but that still grows and doesn't make me think too much right now. But I know it will in a few days/ weeks.

And there's lots of emotions running through me at the moment. Just talked (ICQed) with a friend telling him everything, which made it a little better, but just today, there's a picture in my head I don't wanna see because I can't get what I see although I want to get it. Like a small child, right?

I hope this is more understandable than the last post... *g*

You sound pretty fucked up my friend. I get the impression when you do snap out of this you'll come to some sort of spiritual enlightenment... or maybe not that far, but some sort of happy realisation. The book sounds good, might have to check it out. Seen a couple of the films made out of Nick hornby's novels... they weren't very good films, but that doesnt really mean shit.

NF: Had a day of being sat at my computer doing absolutely nothing. Tomorrow I think I'll go on a trek of some form. Started Uni two weeks ago - It's hard and absorbing everything - but I'm sort of enjoying it. I lack disceplin and this is giving me it again.

 

[Schwedentod]

You sound pretty fucked up my friend. I get the impression when you do snap out of this you'll come to some sort of spiritual enlightenment... or maybe not that far, but some sort of happy realisation. The book sounds good, might have to check it out. Seen a couple of the films made out of Nick hornby's novels... they weren't very good films, but that doesnt really mean shit.

Spiritual Enlightenment... sounds good, exactly what I need now. The book is good, though I prefer High Fidelity so far - it agve me a lot more reasons to think about, but that's another story. The films... only seen HF so far which is a pretty good movie imho. There's also "About a aboy" but I've not checked it so far.

NF: Drunk... Need to party on!

 

[Siren]

NF: so freaking tired.. gimme back my 16 hours of sleep, dammit. i hate exams.

 

[DragonLady1]

tired, sick and confused... but at least I'll start my swedish course tonight and I will be in stockholm on friday yihha