The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread

[Magrathean]

I wouldn't know. I should, though, as Barça is my favorite spanish team.

 

[marduk1507]

Yeah, Larsson rules, cool guy. But I also doubt SWE will make it that far. I am looking forward to it, thats for sure. :Smokin:

 

[Dark_Silence]

Belgium will make it that far though

 

[marduk1507]

Well, youve made it to Germany, too. But dream on.

 

[BastardSonOfGod]

NF: I feel great because I have Internet again (I'm back)

NP: Diabolic - Satanic Barbarism

 

[RampageSword]

NF : Shit! BastardSon is back!

Good to see you're alive again, bud.

 

[BastardSonOfGod]

Thanks man... this was a really boring week... no internet... no social life at all hahaha... and a lot of work ...

NP = Sörskogen - Mordet I Grottan

 

[Siren]

Welcome back Bastardson!

NF: pissed off, because of the low grade i got in a clinic. the grades were given in random, and mine happened to be a low one. totally unfair and makes me fucking angry.
other than that, i'm in a pretty contemplative mood. i'm thinking how i managed to fuck up my life so much. i threw myself from the top down to a pit. a pretty deep pit, at that. and now i have to do double/triple work to climb up and gain back my credibility. why the fuck was i so blind/did i do that?

 

[Magrathean]

Siren: Is there any ladder/rope i can throw down to you?

 

[RampageSword]

Don't use a rope when someone is down. they might hang themselves... However, that ladder sounds like a great idea. Hey, I know you'll climb (or swim) back to the top, Siren. What can't kill you can only make you stronger.

 

[marduk1507]

I really see no point in giving marks at random, wtf? I mean, whats the purpose, to show you that no matter how hard you work, you are still a piece of shit like everybody else? Power of equality strikes again or what?

I know those contemplative moods, those blue devils. They usually visit me when winter comes and then when it goes. I always try to avoid thinking in those days, it only makes me feel depressed. And, as Rampy there said, those things are good for one thing - if they dont kill you that is - they take away a considerable amount of illusions youve lived in. And thats positive, although it makes you feel like a used napkin. So, keep on wagging that tail fin and youll surface soon!

 

[Magrathean]

Rampy: Well, you got my point, right?

 

[RampageSword]

Yes I did. It's just that when I saw your post my brain flashed *rope+depressed = hanging joke!!*

 

[BastardSonOfGod]

Hej Thanks Siren

NF: Tired... but I have to work... see ya in a few hours...

NP: Fear Factory - Ammunition (Drums Stem)

 

[Hitori]

@Siren
imo fuckups are very necessary... well, at least for some of us. we learn from our mistakes, learn more about who we really are, about who remains by our side trying to help dig us out, about how to appreciate what we have...
self-destruction is just another path for enlightment, read Invisible Monsters

 

[MegustaMucho]

this thread is so emo

 

[Magrathean]

MegustaMucho: And how does that make you feel?

 

[Siren]

Aww, thanks for all your replies, you're all so sweet. All, except that MegustaMucho guy.

@Rampy; undies: actually when i read that, the first thing that came to my mind was "rope? why would he want me to kill myself?"..

@mardy: that happens when a brat with high connections is let to decide for grades. he admitted he didn't bother with us these 2 months (he didn't know most of us, not even our first name), yet he freely gave his opinion on our grades. he even went as far as to say that getting 5s and 6s at random is a good system, cause we're expected to get scared (wtf?) and study more for next year.

Also, i rather enjoy these contemplative moods. They make me see things i didn't see before. As Hitori well put it, they're another path to enlightenment.


@Hitori: i understand what you mean, and i know i wouldn't be the person i am today without those fuck ups. i also know i needed them and they were my choice. but still, at this very moment i can't stop wondering why i did that to myself.

 

[Magrathean]

@Rampy; undies: actually when i read that, the first thing that came to my mind was "rope? why would he want me to kill myself?"..

Shit, Siren figured out my (new and secret and very evil) plan to kill every forum member and ultimately take over the forum! And Rampage is to blame for it! *goes to cry in a corner*

 

[fireangel]

self-destruction is just another path for enlightment

correct, but it leads only so far. At a certain point you must turn round and get back to the top place of your profession and life, like Siren just said. The good thing, agreed, is that the second time round you see everything on the background of all the experiences.
My only problem is that I don´t want some things anymore that I wanted before, and I drag around truckloads of doubts about the sense of life

NP: Ensiferum - Dragonheads (25 times in a row today.... )