Well, while i obviously enjoy internet and technology, the internet certainly "ruined everything". Im not even gonna mention, that thanks to the WWW every idiot can be heard and find more idiots like him.
What happened is the world suddenly became so small. I cant contact anyone anywhere in a matter of seconds. I can google any information I want (unless its for my obscure exams at university that is), any image I want, any music, video etc etc.
I feel like Ive probably mentioned it before, but i certainly feel symptoms of "content overload". Back in the day where internet was almost noxesitent for normal people we shared "memes" via floppy disks or the ones included on CDs in some magazines. And that was it. We could rewatch it a thousand times, and still was funny. Nowadays I rarely find something that makes me laugh.
And the same goes for music. I can have access to any music I want, and because of that I listened to everything that i would consider top tier and cant settle with worse. I dont think ill ever be able to listen to metal almost excusively again. It's soundtracks for me now mostly. But how long until I start getting bored with them too.
And because we are connected with millions of people I feel like it's virtually impossible to "exist". You are no one, anything you do, someone else does it better and I can google them in 10 seconds.
I also typed so much with my keyboard that i write faster than I speak. And my speaking abilitied really took a hit. I stutter, and feel like im a lot dumber than when I write. Give me the keyboard mounted to my body and voice synthethizer and I will never open my mouth again. That's terryfing.
And finally yes, I agree, I dont think we are biologically fit to exist in a world that advances so fast. Generation born when internet is in full bloom have it much easier now, making gaps between generations even bigger.
But would I discard the technology? Nope. Offer me exoskeleton and I will wear it. Id probably improve my limbs too. Would be afraid to do something with my eyes, but would probably give in eventually. Implants / chips for the brain to boost abilities? Sure, when its safe. One thing I wouldnt do is transfer my conciousness to machine. Im not ever parting with my brain and I wont be copied, because thats what it would be, copying and destroying the original. No thanks, ill pass.
I'm not saying I do, but I could if I were desperate enough and went looking for an easy lay at some bar. I don't enjoy that kind of forgettable thing though, and I hate bars. I want something deeper, but at the same time I can't establish that kind of relationship.
Well, i could always pay a hooker but tbh, I dont really give a fuck about putting my penis anywhere. Im so disconneted from human contact that its on the bottom list of my priorties. But at the same time I feel kinda sad that I would be unable to create a healthy relationship. It would probably end up with me not paying enough attention or too much attention, since I can obsess over things.
Well, thats a lot of confessions today. Would i say it in RL? Probably not. On the internet nobody gives a fuck, so why the hell not.
And while were at philosophical stuff - we achieved so much and still dont know what the fuck is universe. I want answers, unless they would scare the shit out of me (like black holes, they make me sweaty).