Chuck Schuldiner...what can I say? He is my god, the undisputed king of metal, the greatest metal guitar player ever...a god and a gentleman. This man is my idol, my favourite musician of all time, and the single greatest influence on my life. I can never thank this man enough for what he has done for me, and some of the shit he has helped me through. He has helped me to survive, and helped me with some lessons that I really needed to learn. From his music I have learnt humility, and have started to develop self-confidence once again. Every riff the man plays grounds me, and his solo's cut straight to my soul, and lift me up from the low places where I tend to fester. If there was ANYTHING I could do to show my gratitude to Chuck, it would be done.
There was a time (about 18 months or so) when I used to get home from work, put Symbolic on, plug in my guitar, and play the album beginning to end. Well...not the whole thing...I never learnt Sacred Serenity or Without Judgement, so I just used to solo over them and pretend I was Chuck *blush*. These days it's Individual Thought Patterns...
I know Chuck will get better. Death can't die, it only gets stronger!!! Chuck will be back, and he'll have an even deeper source to tap to create his perfect style of Metal. But every day I think of Chuck in the hope that my own Metal power can join with his, and maybe I can help him to fight off his cancer. I know it won't really help, but at least I feel like i'm doing something. But mark my words, he will get better, and he will make a triumphant return to the halls of metal. The metal shall flow once again...
Fave Death Songs
Scream Bloody Gore - Evil Dead
Leprosy - Born Dead
Spiritual Healing - Killing Spree
Human - Flattening Of Emotions
Individual Thought Patterns - Trapped In A Corner/Mentally Blind/Nothing Is Everything - tie
Symbolic - Empty Words/Misanthrope - tie
The Sound Of Perseverence - Scavenger Of Human Sorrow/Flesh And The Power It Holds/Voice Of The Soul - tie
Control Denied
Fragile Art Of Existence - Consumed/Breaking The Broken/What if/when the link becomes missing - tie (those last 2 have 2 of my fave ever Chuck solos)
Ok, I've ranted enough. Get well soon Chuck...I'm thinking of ya...