bah, I don't like to talk about this, cause yes I thought about suicide at some occasions. But I was so disgusted by the cowardice of this act and the pain it would cause to everyone I know that I never ever doubted again. Everytime I feel like shit, I always tell myself it'll get better with time and it does. Varg probably puts suicide on a pedestal and I wonder why. He seems to think that comitting suicide makes you superior to everyone, because it's going against your own animal instincts...
Anyway, I don't have the time right now to elaborate on this, if I still care tomorrow, I'll try to make my point clearer, cause right now I didn't really say anything lol.