when i see young kids i want to mate.....not the young kids, that would be wrong...is that like a chemical impluse thing or something? i think its really strange, 99% of the time i really dont want to contemplate having children, but then i see a little baby or something and i really want to be a mum- its fucking scary......its horrible. almost as horrible as the dream i had last night where there was a puppy in my mates dinner but she had already cut off its leg and eaten it without realising it and i was trying to clean the wond and save its life in the kitchen.....made me nearly throw up this morning.