@rahvin: no matter how many disclaimers you put, i'll always suspect you of wanting
my men now.
@carl: well, if you're disgusting i won't do you. but you say you're popular, so you are not going to be disgusting. and i like the stuff you say, which is way more important in the turn-on department than looks.
@villain: we agree on tidal tantrum being a very good song, too. so now you can.. um... marry rahvin.
@fire: dates back to say 1990, so i can't really remember. possibly i was researching nazism for school, and i stumbled upon a goebbels-related article. i remember that reading about his ability to manipulate crowds gave me one of these gut feelings that later i would come to associate with obsession or attraction. the consequences of such feelings were wanting to know all i could about him - pretty difficult since the internet wasn't accessible at the time, so all i could do was try to look for books, i was too young even to travel on my own to the city and get books from the public library - and fantasizing about being his wife in the forties.
later on, i came to discover that he had a lot of lovers, and the 'later on' also coincided with my own puberty: so i would enrich my imaginary wife role with reactions to discovering his lovers, and so on. as stated on another thread, i also rewrote the lyrics to skid row's
i remember you discussing this fictional relationship. at some point, the infatuation went away, but i've read his diaries and some essays later on, and i still think fondly about him every once in a while.
and yes, now you can call the hospital.
