YaYo
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- May 6, 2001
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yeh yeh observer of course, although i make a special effort to keep up hte 'joiner' side of things because every once in a while i need to do that.
At the moment im going through a period where i dont want to do anything with anyone, except talk over internet because thats slow and easy and i have time to think and i dont have to 'appear' good or anything, and i can be who i want to be without any restrictions. I find it hard to change some parts of myself that others are used to, because it will draw attention to me and draw comments which i don't want. With internet u just start from scratch, far less stressful.
Overall i like how my life is set up, enough observing, and enough interacting to keep me happy and keep things changing and interesting, and stable. But then i go through periods like at the moment when im just not so happy for may little reasons that have built up, and all i want to do is nothing, except talk about my issues/problems with someone who cares (hm.. ), and its then that this 'interacting' side starts to interfere with my sanity and well-being.
hm
At the moment im going through a period where i dont want to do anything with anyone, except talk over internet because thats slow and easy and i have time to think and i dont have to 'appear' good or anything, and i can be who i want to be without any restrictions. I find it hard to change some parts of myself that others are used to, because it will draw attention to me and draw comments which i don't want. With internet u just start from scratch, far less stressful.
Overall i like how my life is set up, enough observing, and enough interacting to keep me happy and keep things changing and interesting, and stable. But then i go through periods like at the moment when im just not so happy for may little reasons that have built up, and all i want to do is nothing, except talk about my issues/problems with someone who cares (hm.. ), and its then that this 'interacting' side starts to interfere with my sanity and well-being.
hm