Does anyone else here have depression?
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Profanity
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Like if you get cancer your body is meant to have cancer and you are meant to die, treatment is going against what's natural and meant to happen.Black Dragon said:
Depression and many other things work in the same way and using drugs as treatment is oing against what's meant to happen.
Profanity
The Post Master
Profanity
The Post Master
We don't need Depressed people wasting NHS money and time, if they want to kill themselves then just let them.
chemicalburn
Banned in 40 Countries!
Wolfenmond
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well, indeed, i divide people into two different groups. "intelligent" and "not intelligent"... having a clue about specific topics or not doesn't have necessarily something to do with intelligence. I don't know... but somehow intelligence seems to play some mayor role concerning my depression... i'm always some sort of unhappy with myself because i set the demands on myself so damn high, that i'll never be able to satisfy them. so, in consequence, i start reproaching myself, being certain, that i'm some sort of dumb and that i should have made it better... i somehow can't accept that i'm just as human as others, which means, making some mistakes from time to time, being not perfect at all. in order to make this an end, i started to smoke pot regularly some short time ago... i usually get beamed in my own small world when i'm high. But pot seems to have some sort of heavy aftermath to me... for at least 2-3 days i tend to be some kind of lame, which means being even more unable to satisfy my demands, so i use to escape again in this little world of mine...Northern Viking said:
damn, i just can't help it... it's the downward spiral...
You're one of the most retarded persons Ive ever seen... you dont know shit about this, so why dont you just shut your fucking mouth and stop wasting everyone's time and pissing everyone off with your stupid comments?Profånity said:
Im tired now.. I had some things on my mind that I cant remember anymore now, I'll write more later maybe..
Profanity
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Wraith
Black Dragon
Longest Here
Profånity said:
You are an idiot. You really are. Try having clinical depression and 'just living' with it. Go fuck off and die.
Black Dragon
Longest Here
No, in the same way you waste time and life that could have been used by some deserving human being who was aborted at birth when clearly you should have been instead.Profånity said:
Black Dragon
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chemicalburn
Banned in 40 Countries!
actually funny thing you said that. I was reading in Discover Magazine and research actually suggests that mild inbreeding can lead to beneficial traits being expressed. But when siblings do it excessively...
Caillac
Aura of Heart
*sighs*
Yes, I have depressions and there are days I think my life is really terrible and I can't stand it any longer without a change or something like this.. But I suspect I just THINK it's so terrible that it becomes real, I start to see in everything something terrible and so on .. (I think that's the problem .. but it's not so easy to change your thoughts that you see things more optimistic, it's a lot of work..) ..
To Profanity: I'm not sure if I should take your words serious, cause I'm not confident if you say it because it's your real opinion of just to annoy some people here .. :Smug:
but if you're serious about it, sorry and - although I can't comprehend it - I respect your opinion.
Yes, I have depressions and there are days I think my life is really terrible and I can't stand it any longer without a change or something like this.. But I suspect I just THINK it's so terrible that it becomes real, I start to see in everything something terrible and so on .. (I think that's the problem .. but it's not so easy to change your thoughts that you see things more optimistic, it's a lot of work..) ..
To Profanity: I'm not sure if I should take your words serious, cause I'm not confident if you say it because it's your real opinion of just to annoy some people here .. :Smug:
but if you're serious about it, sorry and - although I can't comprehend it - I respect your opinion.
Stormwatch
Cock.
Fuck off Profanity you fat wank - and why are you calling Lolita lazy - you're unemployed you ugly waste of space.
My bottom period lasted for about 4 months.. I was caught in the downwards spiral in a way that living had become so unbearable that I was begging for death so many times a day that I lost count way before noon.duckattack said:
The period where I thought that world didnt really need me and that I didnt want to be here anyway lasted for about 2 years..
I never tried to kill myself though.. but Im sure that if I had, Id have done it correctly and not needed a second try. Nowadays Im glad I didnt do it..
I feel a bit stupid as the only one in this thread who isnt depressive... or well, not really.. Im still struggling a bit with the aftereffects and stuff..
Should I keep posting my experiences, or am I annoying hell out of you for talking about this "happy" world Im living and shit?
Caillac
Aura of Heart
xenophobe
Active Member
MR BEAST, stop smoking pot for a month or two... habitual pot smoking can cause depression, and smoking it to escape it only prolongs it.
As for serious depression, if you're seriously depressed, seek some professional help. Medication may be a necessity, some people just aren't chemically balanced, and other people may benefit from other types of therapy.
Profanity, you are truly ignorant.
As for serious depression, if you're seriously depressed, seek some professional help. Medication may be a necessity, some people just aren't chemically balanced, and other people may benefit from other types of therapy.
Profanity, you are truly ignorant.
Lolita Vampiriá
Sister of Mercy
Well f*ck off. You don't know how's the employment situation here in Finland today. It is in recession.Profånity said:
Aaah.. now I need to vent 
I dont know if you can follow this... I met a girl, 6 years ago.. very intelligent, determined, good looking... and a strongly believing christian
After a short while we became close friends, talked a lot, emailed and all.. she has been my best friend for over 5 years now and we talked about everything.. going from sex to politics, to school, to ethics and morals, to religion, to relationships and whatnot...
I always thought that she didnt want more than friendship, so I didnt keep any hopes for more and I really enjoyed our friendship.. she has given me a lot.. and she says I gave her a lot as well.. apart from persons like my father and my brothers, who you cant really compare, she's the most important person of my life. Half a year ago she told me that she'd been in love with me for over 2 years.. That was when we graduated from school, and following the graduation, there was a 5 month holiday
We got really close.. and I think we both fell in love.. but it's tricky to get together with your best friend, you're afraid to destroy something, and we both dont have any experience with relationships and tend to be shy.. so we took some time.. too much time. When I told her that I was feeling more for her than only friendship, there was only one week left until she was gonna move to another city and start her studies at the University. We talked about our concepts of a relationship and I told her that I hoped we may get another chance like the one we had.. now she's 350km away and I think I miss her so much that my mind is blocking it pretty much completely... it's like Im trying to ignore every thought about her.
Im so afraid I could fall back into the void, walk the old ways again.. go where the pain is, and the hatred. It's a place where everything's so easy... there's you, the pain, and a hostile world, that turns every one of your days into a threat.
Maybe I only lack sleep... I dont know... I think I'll go to bed.. see you later, take care, you all!
NV
I dont know if you can follow this... I met a girl, 6 years ago.. very intelligent, determined, good looking... and a strongly believing christian
After a short while we became close friends, talked a lot, emailed and all.. she has been my best friend for over 5 years now and we talked about everything.. going from sex to politics, to school, to ethics and morals, to religion, to relationships and whatnot...
I always thought that she didnt want more than friendship, so I didnt keep any hopes for more and I really enjoyed our friendship.. she has given me a lot.. and she says I gave her a lot as well.. apart from persons like my father and my brothers, who you cant really compare, she's the most important person of my life. Half a year ago she told me that she'd been in love with me for over 2 years.. That was when we graduated from school, and following the graduation, there was a 5 month holiday
We got really close.. and I think we both fell in love.. but it's tricky to get together with your best friend, you're afraid to destroy something, and we both dont have any experience with relationships and tend to be shy.. so we took some time.. too much time. When I told her that I was feeling more for her than only friendship, there was only one week left until she was gonna move to another city and start her studies at the University. We talked about our concepts of a relationship and I told her that I hoped we may get another chance like the one we had.. now she's 350km away and I think I miss her so much that my mind is blocking it pretty much completely... it's like Im trying to ignore every thought about her.
Im so afraid I could fall back into the void, walk the old ways again.. go where the pain is, and the hatred. It's a place where everything's so easy... there's you, the pain, and a hostile world, that turns every one of your days into a threat.
Maybe I only lack sleep... I dont know... I think I'll go to bed.. see you later, take care, you all!
NV
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