drugs

and with acid, the truth can be smacking you in the face for hours and hours, relentless.. If you aint comfortable with yourself or lying to yourself about things then Bink will come and say hello :(
 
i've had similar things with mushrooms. did it once (well twice, but u can count out the 1st one), and had a really bad trip, cos i wanted to be tough, and ate the full portion in 10 mins. i'd been pulling myself down for the next 10 hrs, and regretting the whole thing, being laughed at by some of me mates, except for one girl - i dunno what would've happened if she hadn't been there at that time.

i was at a festival, Paasrock, ate the stuff and got mad got emotionally chucked up and down all the bloody time. i had a feeling ppl were looking at me from a distance, in a circular form and with full of scorn. i was biting and eating off every inch of nail on me fingers back then. i felt so low...
other ppl i saw (a huge mosh pit) i regarded as a big fucking swarm of bees. it scared the shit out of me. i saw ppl in 5 different colours in a row - christ i hated myself for it.
i told me dad, and he just reacted disappointed, and hugged me. that's it.
 
Nah, i dont do any drugs at all. I never have, unless you count alcohol, but I've gave that up as well (God, it sounds like I had a problem, lol). I just had a few bad experiences and basically realised I'm an utter twat when I'm drunk. I can have a good time without any of that rubbish.
 
pagan2002 said:
you can learn things on drugs that you dont need to know.

The problem for me was not learning *enough*. 'Cos the bits I did learn, without the rest to 'explain' it, makes it all even weirder...

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Light said:
The problem for me was not learning *enough*. 'Cos the bits I did learn, without the rest to 'explain' it, makes it all even weirder...

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I know what you mean but I reckon things would just go full circle and the more you know, the more you realise you dont really wanna know or something. Thats why old men are basic and wise ;)
 
I'm not too fussed about how it works any more, that all seems a bit too fuss bother & itch... I still want to know what it's *for*, though... I'll always want to know that... (knowing how to control little bits of it without it noticing would be somewhat rock, too...)

I saw a duck trying to kill a heron yesterday. Real nasty like. Weird.
 
i can't imagine life without a beer!!! but drugs are sth redundant for me. i've tried pot a few times but it wasn't the same...maybe a little nice felling but not enough to replace alcohol. i think drinking is more 'safer' than taking drugs (of course if u don't drink too much and too often). you don't lose whole control... by the way it's my first post here:) hi !!!(i should start with it, sorry :erk: )
 
Strangelight said:
damn I just cracked open my Friday night bottle of whiskey (Finest old Dunphys Irish Whiskey) and it tastes like scotch. I cant do with scotch anymore like :(

posh get! we should buy less cd's from you
 
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