drugs

[Orchith]

I dunno, Ive lost the plot more times when drinking than I have with ganja or class A's even. Ive even missed periods because of drinking..

as i said:"of course if u don't drink too much and too often"

 

[Strangelight]

posh get! we should buy less cd's from you

aha its not a posh one, believe me... €18 from tescos (Bambi will kill me now, but at least its not Iced bloody Tea)

 

[Strangelight]

as i said:"of course if u don't drink too much and too often"

but Im pure heavy metal, how can I not drink a lot?

 

[pagan2002]

well you know yourself how to be careful there dunc. drinking is fun and things make sense, but its one of them where you gotta be careful, as you know. your probably like me, either full on or full off. i cant seem to find a good balance yet, though thats probably just practise.

 

[Allan]

If I drink for anything other than fun it's to believe, believe in all those big words. Guess you could say I'm escaping the nothingness. All my friends are used to getting messages from me thinking I've sorted it all out piss drunk, they usually reply with a laconic "Are you drunk again?". "Preaching from the floor again".

Tried pot a few times years back, didn't really feel much since I was drunk every time. I found it hard to concentrate for weeks after, that scared me.

Never anything stronger, that fear of ruining my entire mind.

 

[pagan2002]

les has got his juicer here in the studio and has been throwing melon and nectarines into it and mixing it with vodka. they're dead nice and smell like privets. ace.

 

[pagan2002]

best thread in ages this. well in pieter

 

[toolsofthetrade]

best thread in ages this. well in pieter

cheers mate it's nice to vent stuff, innit?
tho the Reincarnation one is a close one as well

 

[toolsofthetrade]

Never anything stronger, that fear of ruining my entire mind.

i've got the same thing.

 

[Strangelight]

drugs are better than reincarnation! just my humble opinion of course
hey and nobody has said 'drugs suck. period' yet, winner!!

 

[toolsofthetrade]

hey and nobody has said 'drugs suck. period' yet, winner!!

cos they dont. they can be fucking great. the person using it can suck tho

 

[siderea]

are you more creative when you're on drugs? i still wonder

 

[toolsofthetrade]

a mate of mine just texted me saying: "Weed is Mother Nature's gift to the lowest of lifeforms on the face of this earth. Fuck i'm wasted."
strange coincidence.

 

[toolsofthetrade]

are you more creative when you're on drugs? i still wonder

personally speaking, if i'm on a flow, it emphasizes it; great!
but if i'm not, i'm NOT. full on passive like.

 

[Strangelight]

are you more creative when you're on drugs? i still wonder

Sleep deprivation is best for creativity in my case or pills hehehe

 

[Don Corleone]

HOLY SHIT! THE JOINT OF DEATH! HAHAHAHA GOOD ONE PIETER!

 

[siderea]

i saw your picture after you smoked that

 

[Don Corleone]

I used to be a bit of a cokehead. Other than that I've only done acid, shrooms and opium. I very rarely smoke ganja though (only when I'm already fucked up and someone else offers). Weird. I've also been a drunk since I was 12 and used to bring an Icy Tea container (it's cold, suger enchanted to the point of being almost like a milkshake, lemon tea that only seems to be available locally) half filled with Jack Daniels to school every day. Now that's dedication.

The only time that I've ever had a negative experience with anything was about 3 months ago with mushrooms. Three friends and myself each took an 8th, but me and one of my friends ate ours in a little too much of a hurry. After about 10 minutes I knew something was wrong, as I shouldn't have been feeling anything that soon. He started pacing and going upstairs and coming back down and going back up and saying that he didn't feel good. That amplified my own problems. Then we went outside for some air and everything just fucking broke out there. We were in a panic. My heart was pounding and I thought I was dying. We tried drinking a ton of water to "dilute" it. That didn't work. We tried to force vomiting. That made it worse. We tried sitting in dark rooms. Worse. Then he starts telling us that he needs an ambulance. I fucking freaked and though I was going to get my stomach pumped and go to jail, so I started hatching an escape scheme. The woods. Yeah. I can escape to the woods. Good thing I couldn't work the damn lock to get outside.

Eventually he calmed down a little and we all tried watching a movie. I think I was in a coma the entire length of the film and kept hearing someone walking around upstairs while imaging that this was never going to end and I was going to be institutionalized. And I didn't even want a damn Pepsi. All I remember seeing and hearing were prizms of light everywhere and the sound of harps, all while I reminded myself to breath. Would sleep make it all go away? Wait, I might die in my sleep, so that won't work. Maybe I can walk it off. No, I might fall as I really don't know where my legs went. I guess I'll just sit here and hope for the best.

Two hours after it began, it began to end. I started feeling a sense of relief and was semi-in control again. We watched Jan Svankmajer's Alice ("said the Mad Hatter") and tried enjoyed what was left of the trip.

If not for the calm heads of my other two friends I would probably have gone out and done something stupid and would have ended up in prison. I haven't dared doing any drugs since that night, and plan on keeping it that way.

dude, im sorry but your story got a few chuckles out of me. im quite sure it was a horrible experience for you, but hearing it, it was funny lol...the way your friend was walking up and down hahhaa

 

[Don Corleone]

i saw your picture after you smoked that

where o where dammit? hehe i know it's really funny

 

[cedarbreed]

i took the damn pills again ... I can't face tomorrow ... I won't sleep ... freeze me for 24 hours please ... Cryogeny ot whatever the word is in bloody English