Nothing has really changed for myself, other than just finding that I am disgusted with so many other Christians and the overall state of Christianity (especially the commercial aspect, i.e. CCM/worship music, the vast majority of Christian metal [most of which is metalcore/hardcore anyways], merchandise [especially with those stupid one-liners], worrying about how others view you [your entertainment, friends, taste in art, etc.], etc.), hyper-anything Christians (evangelical/fundamental/conservative/whatever)....it is all garbage.....so much so that I find it difficult to associate myself with most of them in any way. If anything, I would say that my views on things are more similar to those of the NED bands (Deathspell Omega, etc.) and other Orthodox Satanists, albeit I serve God and not Satan. Not sure if that really makes any sense, but that is how I would explain it.