i'm back, sort of.
just recieved another result of one of my exams: failed. it's been going like this the whole semester. i already had to redo 4 courses, now it's 5 (originally 6, but math is unreachable per sé), and just until up to this morning i thought i could somehow manage 4 exams next month, but i can't really see how i could possibly pass five of them.
so right now it's decision time: whether i should continue studying, whether i should begin studying something else somewhere else, or whether i should get back to my previous job i learned. all these possibilities smell like defeat, but i have to make a decision right now... but i honestly don't have the slightest clue what the best choice would be.