Hello all,
It's been a long time since i last wrote here. I was hospitalized for about 2 months following a suicide attempt which i barely survived. While i was in treatment, my close friend and ex-girlfriend Anick Morel, 29 years old, died in atrocious circumstances.
She was schizophrenic and decided to stop taking her medications, seeing that her mental issues had improved a lot - she had talked a bit with my parents about this, and they told me afterwards. On march 3rd, she apparently suffered a severe emotional crisis which led her to do what she did. This is very hard for me to write, .... she poured gasoline over herself and burned herself alive. Her father was present when it happened, he tried his best to put out the fire and immediately called 911, she was rushed to the hospital. About 3 weeks later, on the 25 of march, she died from an internal haemorrage.
I still can't believe what happened. It was a huge shock when i heard the sad news, and now even a month and a half later i am still horrified by it. This has to be the single most agonizing way to die. Anick's mother told me that she was so horribly mutilated and disfigured, they were almost relieved that she didn't survive.
i close your eyes, kiss you goodbye
the only one who ever loved me
Tu resteras toujours dans mon coeur, Anick.
It's been a long time since i last wrote here. I was hospitalized for about 2 months following a suicide attempt which i barely survived. While i was in treatment, my close friend and ex-girlfriend Anick Morel, 29 years old, died in atrocious circumstances.
She was schizophrenic and decided to stop taking her medications, seeing that her mental issues had improved a lot - she had talked a bit with my parents about this, and they told me afterwards. On march 3rd, she apparently suffered a severe emotional crisis which led her to do what she did. This is very hard for me to write, .... she poured gasoline over herself and burned herself alive. Her father was present when it happened, he tried his best to put out the fire and immediately called 911, she was rushed to the hospital. About 3 weeks later, on the 25 of march, she died from an internal haemorrage.
I still can't believe what happened. It was a huge shock when i heard the sad news, and now even a month and a half later i am still horrified by it. This has to be the single most agonizing way to die. Anick's mother told me that she was so horribly mutilated and disfigured, they were almost relieved that she didn't survive.
i close your eyes, kiss you goodbye
the only one who ever loved me
Tu resteras toujours dans mon coeur, Anick.
