Males and Females

Things seem to have taken a dip with my friend from the city. Not that we were ever officially together, but hanging out, snuggling, and kissing qualifies a little more than friends. All of a sudden, she hasn't been responsive when I message her so I figured I'd stop being "clingy" and just let her do her shit and see if she comes crawling back once she realizes how good for her I actually am.

For now, I got Saint Vitus and Hamms. The best.
 
@King Richard, I think that it's funny that you talk to him a lot now since I recall him really disliking you quite openly before.

I honestly don't know if I'm different than I used to be. I think that my sensibilities and humor are largely unchanged, but maybe I'm more approachable.

Yes, we both hated each other...good times. You've just chilled out which is a good thing.

I enjoyed that Heretics Torch he did,good coverage of bands in there and he had an obvious talent for writing...I encouraged him to do more but he reckoned he just does some football articles or something now last I spoke to him.

I bought the 1st ed. too. I tried talking him into finishing the 2nd ed. and from what he told me it's just a lot of work for nothing basically. Not enough people will buy it to make it a worthwhile endeavor and he's making more money writing about football. I get it, but I told him he needs to work on his marketing skills. "trve metalheads" love extremely rare and obscure shit, so market it and build it up as the most uber obscure bad-fucking-ass collection of words on metal there is and people would eat that shit up. But it didn't work. lol
 
For sure, I used to really enjoy buying zines from this now closed local metal shop mainly cause back then it was the only way to find out about the underground bands and tbh the writing quality was crap...I think if he had put it out in the days before the net took over it would've done really well.
 
I work with some really hot women and I don't really have the ability to conceal my attraction. What's especially depressing about that is that I don't see myself being any more able to do that when I'm 50 or whatever, so I guess I'll have to work in some all male environment or something. I stare.

Also, I think the not shitting where I eat thing might go out of the question if I can actually get with one of them. It's going to be so gay having to work with them after they reject me though. So fuck it, I'll leave it. But the annoying thing is one of them acts very like she likes me, you know, flirting with her every body movement and giggling when we make eye contact.