almost 100% positive I'm going to quit my job tonight after the meeting, it's the end of the month and i'm about to sign a bunch of clients so I don't want to continue now and then quit soon after.
It feels like every time I go in it's a battle of how much I love working with my clients and my career yet hate the gym environment/politics/money obsessed nature. That plus communication where I feel like their expectations flip flop each month and I can never be right really is just stressing me out and making me loathe what I love.
I'm thinking I'm going to quit tonight and see if I can finish up the sessions with my remaining clients, and then offer independent training for those who were going to sign up with me (and if they don't want to sign up they don't have to but I'll leave the option open since I have another gym that I can use for free and is just as high quality).
I'm thinking independent training will be more my style since I do have a large client list that works with me in different places and loves my training, not the gym, so I can do that and I'm also going to try working for Crunch since their entire style seems far more to fit with me and they have much higher quality gyms and atmosphere. I feel trapped as well because I love continuing my education (NASM certified, Kinesiology student, mentor under an extremely successful and knowledgeable trainer, about to finish up my ACE certification, getting a TRX specialization this march) yet a lot of the other people around me stagnate and don't follow up and it seems like they just get a cert to work and then stop because they met the minimum and now care more about sales (not all of them but a sad number). Luckily there's no risk because I have other jobs already and I don't even need this income, I just do it for the love of it which is why continuing now would be stupid.