The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread

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Talking about relatives being injured.. My aunt committed suicide :erk:

Angel, if you really think you need therapy, then go! Go get help! It's not as scary once you take the first step.

NF: Fine, going to watch 24 with my daaarling now :p
 
nf: fine in a way, since i'm having fun and doing pretty much alright. on the other hand, my credit card company just let me know that they changed the billing period (15th of the month rather than 30th), so while i thought that the debt had been reset on the 1st of august it's going to be reset on the 15th and right now there is all the debt from the 15th of july to today, which is kind of big because i was away on business for a week and spent quite a good deal. so, since the place i'm staying at takes weekly payments, i can only use my card for the first week, and i'll have to pay cash for the following week. i have the cash handy, since i'm wise and took quite a bit of it with me, but this leaves me with a grand total of 78 dollars. i have already bought the food i need and all, and meals at my workplace are great and cheap, but i hate having 78 dollars. oh well, if i had no dollars at all it would be worse. i'll cut back on the drinking :)
 
Angelbreeze said:
@Idari: Is not that simple, even more when you try to do it completly alone.
Well i've done it. I did it completely alone, i had no one to support me, i only had people who were against it. My parents were completely against it, and i had no one at the time. It was hard, but i managed. At first it was horrible and scary, but then it got better and it helped.
 
nf: down to 73 dollars, for starters. bought smokes and a small coffee. the idiot in the shop had the gall to ask me for ID (note: i'm 27 and i don't think i look ten years younger). time to get down to work now.
 
Hello all!

I'm online right now so I thought (at least some of) you might be interested in an update concerning my life.

Everything's fine here so far. We had a party yesterday and I got quite drunk. Missed a big part of my language course today because of that, but I was not the only one... Tomorrow, I'll leave for Gates Of Metal, which I'm really looking forward to. I'll take some pictures and upload them on my page, but it will take some time (because I'm without regular internet-connection...).
That's all for now.

NF: Fine!
 
Good to hear you're doing good, neighbour :) :p

Speaking of getting quite drunk, i keep getting way too wasted these days. I used to be really good at controlling my drinking :guh: On saturday i got totally hammered, and me and my boyfriend had a pretty odd conversation with a friend of ours. Oh well.. I like alcohol a bit too much :erk:
 
@Schwedentod: good to hear you're doing fine, party on but don't miss your classes. :D
 
Well, I'm not a three-guitar band by any means, but it turned out that you'll be seeing me pretty soon. Doesn't that lift your spirits? :lol:
 
im fed up to stay at home all day! i don't have many friends and i feel like my life is really boring and awfull since i came back from 1 yr in the usa, im really looking forward to going to college so i can meet people (hope they don't suck like all my high school mates here!)
+ my dad really gets on my nerves in this time...
 
I understand what hyena means, though Im typically the other way round. There are very few people I open up to completely. Not that they get to know so much more than the rest, Ive been doing quite well lately :)
When I was doing worse I never acted that way though, I rather tried to keep up a sane façade and swallow down my issues. It's not like talking about things ever helped me much anyway.. mostly I felt even worse afterwards, for fear of having someone lose respect for me
 
i would say no one exept 1 or 2 friends knows me very well...
i hate telling my life to people and i don't like people to see it when i have a problem
and that got me some problems in high school because people actually thought i didn't care or that i was too self-confident, but it was all the opposite in fact...
 
NF: blah. i finally upgraded my pc, it's 3 times faster now and with 4 times more memory. it also has a 2,6666666667 times bigger storage space. let's see when i'll get to upgrade my brain, now.
 
So here I go again. Gates Of Metal was great, had lo9ts of fun and met many nice swedish people! Also got lots of pictures, I might post some later on and you'll find most of them on my homepage soon.

dark tranquillity were awesome, my 8th gig and might have been the best so far. They played nearly 1,5 hours and included Lethe (I loved to see it again). Setlist will be posted soon, but here some of the songs (altogether there were 18 Ssongs I think):
ThereIn
Sunfired Blanks
Wonders At Your Feet
Haven
My Negotiation
One Thought
Lost To Apathy
Through Smudget Lenses
The New Build
Final Resistance
Monochromatic Stains
Treason Wall
Scythe, Rage and Roses
Punish My Heaven
Lethe

NF: Still fine although I had to think of my friends in Germany a lot yesterday evening... I feel great being here and so on, but I miss some of them a lot!

@Siren: I ALWAYS party on! (and don't miss my classes, at least not today... :) )

@Human Desert: Thanks! Neighbour?!? ;)
 
damnit, its over a year now since i saw Dark Tranquillity, i wish i could do that again, i think i underappreciated it at the time.

NF: Good, glad that I've finally finished my album and people can buy it and such. Nice feeling, pity there were so many hassles near the end to drain a bit of my excitement. Enjoying the cricket and AFL at the moment (though the last result in the ashes wasnt exactly what i wanted), and reading a good book by Robin Hobb. All is well. Im finding the pic thread rather amusing too. Also listening to a track by my other band, which i still havent really done anything for. Seems i must get down to business with it soon though, will be good.
 
@taliesin: what did i say? maybe you were confusing me with someone else?

nf: okay. i have a handful of meetings this afternoon which i'm not really prepared for, so should get to work.
 
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