The definite, new "How Do You Feel" Thread

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I came home around 4:15am last night from one of those "Erstiparties".. and I must say I feel remarkably shitty for one who had only beer to drink. Then again only having had 4,5h of sleep may not exactly have helped my case, so :Smug:
 
NF: Tired but great. The swedish exam yesterday went great, finished after 30 of 105 minutes. Then I played football with some of us international ones and some swedish and after that - when we came back to our house - there was a party going on, so I finally got a little tipsy as well. That's what I call a good day, right? ;)

@Tal: I'm thinking of all the "Erstiparties" going on at home right now and I get E-Mail invitations from the student's organization of my faculty... That's really bad, I'd like to be there so much!
 
Just watched "Crash" and I loved it. Goes into the favourite movie category. And yes, I know this isn't the "last movie watched" thread, but since the search function is down, and I have to wait another whole year for it to be up for a couple of days, this'll have to do. So as to feel like I didn't cheat, I'll rephrase, and,

NF: impressed by Crash
 
BORED as usual when I'm at home, in this desolated country village of mine:bah: ... actually I should write a review but i can't concentrate...

...oh well, hope to enjoy myself this evening/night :headbang:
 
Ive gone running with a friend pretty regularly lately, mainly to get in shape. Round is a shape, too, but you get the idea ;)
I had a stroke of silliness today when I decided to add our big round to the small one we had just run because my friend didnt feel too well. So I ended up running 16km or 10 miles in 1h30 o_O
I should get ready for the ultimate breakdown, and a mindblowing muscleache tomorrow morning :zzz:
 
Taliesin said:
Round is a shape, too, but you get the idea ;)
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:lol:

my boyfriend brought me to run too (under my request) but after approx 47 seconds of running i started seeing black spots in front of me...i'm still trying to beat that limit :p but probably i should just give up and go back to grow roots under the desk.

nf: i'm ill, i feel a bit sad for not clear reasons, i wish this would stop someday: i consider myself happier than i could ever imagine to be, yet sometimes i feel bad, no reason.
for the rest all is fine, my room mates are nice, and this year of uni started well :)
 
I just found out a certain someone is different from what I believed.. the life I pictured, the things that could have been. Such a shame :p
 
after approx 47 seconds of running i started seeing black spots in front of me
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Hiljainen... :cry: ...you make me sad... I thought my 1minute was a record time :lol:

i feel a bit sad for not clear reasons, i wish this would stop someday: i consider myself happier than i could ever imagine to be, yet sometimes i feel bad, no reason.
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I think I can understand somehow...
It's like there's always something missing... in fact I know it's mostly in my mind, I don't have any serious or concrete problems but sometimes I feel down: when it's a mood that's ok 'cause (IMHO) it's normal once in a while,
on the contrary it's so bad when it becomes a usual state of (non)health...you just lose interest in everything, the pleasure in doing
things you used to like etc... I mean it's overwhelming.
I don't know your age, but to me (when I live those depressive moments) it feels like being stuck in some old pathetic adoloscent paranoias:bah:
...I think I've figured out the reasons but still I can't find a final way out (if it does exists)... or maybe I just didn't come to the real point
well I know for sure I feel the need for a change!..and probably some deep 'spring cleaning' inside of me to focus on the damage ;) in order to be more comfortable with myself

:err: hope I didn't sound melodramatic, if I did feel free to insult me :D

But after all at this very moment I feel pretty quiet... my mind is kind of busy with university stuff:zzz:
 
@hitori: i was positively horrified by crash. i concur on the fact that it's a good film, but in some ways I found it repulsive.

@the amateur runners: me, I easily run for one hour :Smug: if i didn't smoke, i would also run fast, while i can't pass the 10km/h mark for more than ten minutes for the life of bu.

nf: not good, not good. there is no point really to have someone to hold me through the night if that someone always leaves for somewhere else in the blink of an eye. one-night affection might be even worse than one-night sex, it gets to me in bad ways.

to complicate matters further, i might just have found out that i am much more of a materialist than i thought - not in the sense that i don't believe in metaphysical entities, rather in the sense that i care too much about earthly possessions, one way or the other. one second i want someone to spend lots of money on me, the other i have pride episodes and i think that no, i will make said lots of money and spend them on myself. still, no matter who pays (or who doesn't), i'm going to be eaten alive by my own ambition or else.

finally, when i was 15 and i wanted to meet someone i had only heard of i had the very nice option of picking up the phone, calling them and being (surprisingly) invited to their house to discuss books. at this stage in my life, i seem to have completely lost my touch in these matters, and i don't like it one iota. :zzz:
 
.:tInUvIeL:. said:
It's like there's always something missing... in fact I know it's mostly in my mind, I don't have any serious or concrete problems but sometimes I feel down: when it's a mood that's ok 'cause (IMHO) it's normal once in a while,
on the contrary it's so bad when it becomes a usual state of (non)health...you just lose interest in everything, the pleasure in doing
things you used to like etc... I mean it's overwhelming.
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oh well wise ppl say that when you feel so there must be a hidden reason for your malcontent mood,smth very very deep that you won't admit even to yrself,and if you really look inside you'll find it...to me it was true,and anyway to fight the sadness i've learnt to concentrate on what i have and forget what i miss.it really worx but with a strong committment!!!:guh:
melodramatic 2...:p

@Taliesin:i love running but I especially love chatting with my jogging-mate so...i never run,just walk out of breath!!!:loco:

NF oh damn,i thought talking swedish was easier than what it is...and all those different types of "a"...and those strange sounds...and i thought i could have found a job in sweden by submitting my cv online,but... :ill:
 
NF: very wierd, i woke up very very early this morning for not apparent reason and i couldn't really sleep for the whole damn night, something wierd is happening to me i feel some kind of unrest. Yesterday my friend got back from the States and strangely i didn't feel very exited, i missed him for the time he was gone and now when he's back it just feels strange. Maybe becouse My plans for the States this summer were screwed up by that stupid idiot in the Embassy and now i feel jealous...i don't know
 
@Lolita: Right, same here in Sweden. I should start to wear a jacket... ;)

NF: Tired. Went to bed early yesterday, was very tired. But somehow I couldn't sleep. Turned from left to right and back again all the time, had many thoughts on my mind... Mainly thinking of a person I think of a lot these days. Finally slept after 3 am. And now, there's lots of work to do these days, first exam is in 2 weeks. Great to have all this stuff to read and learn when you're f**king tired!
 
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