NF : Well this is gonna be a bit bloggy but whatever. I'm just not going through the best of times. I've known this woman for a while now and at the beginning, I had a crush on her. Big-time. Now, I was then convinced I just wasn't her type and I ended up going out with someone else. This said relation lasted a few months and has now been over for 3 months. During that time, my love towards the other girl (Marie) turned into friendship, and I could say she's one of the best friend I've had for a long time. The problem is that I think I'm falling in love again with her and I just cannot tell anymore how she feels. Since I'm a coward, I guess it'll probably take me about 3 decades before I gather the courage to tell her anything. My fear is that if I say anything I'll ruin our friendship, which I hold dear. In the end, this is mostly an internal struggle and it's killing me in. Dammit.