Update: I'm nowofficially feeling terrible. Bloody flu is killing me, and today's emotional low, all the homework i still have to do and the scarce number of hours i've slept lately aren't helping. It's one of those days in which i seriously want to disappear for a while, forget about everything and everyone and be forgotten by everthing and everyone, die temporarily and come back to life whenever my homework has suddenly and against all odds disappeared and whatever the fuck is in my body has been killed by my white blood cells. I need to sleep, i need to forget, i need to stop thinking, i need to rest from life, and i need to be left alone. I can't even begin to describe the way i'm feeling right now, but i'm almost positive you've all felt similarly at some point(s) in your lives, so there's really no need to try to describe it. Soothing songs don't work today, my girlfriend's messages are as useless as anybody else's messages, the few people who could have made me feel better (not my girlfriend, for some reason) weren't there for me today (except for RampageSword, whose support i sincerely thank a hundred times
), i can't concentrate on what i'm trying to read, i can't even write because the words won't come out, and i don't really feel like talking to anybody so they can try to make me feel better. I'd go to sleep, but 1) i'll probably turn in my bed for at least half an hour before managing to fall asleep and 2) i really have to read some stuff for thursday and i doubt i can manage to read it all in just half a day (i.e. tomorrow afternoon). Add to all of that the fact that i honestly haven't eaten too well lately (sometimes out of lack of hunger, sometimes out of not being able to cook many things and not finding a restaurant i like, and sometimes out of sheer laziness), and i feel physically and emotionally screwed up. I guess "tomorrow will be another (better) day" and all that shit, but i simply don't care right now. I want to disappear / stop feeling.
Rant over. Sorry for this, but i had to get it out. Not like anyone cares, and not like it's made me feel much better, but.. nevermind. *sigh*
). And now a bit bad because I must finish this wonderful translation. Its about an explosion and fire in a fluid bed dryer of a pharmaceutical company, massacre! 
