I still have a long way to go at community college before I need to make concrete decisions, but I've been restless lately contemplating my future and what I want from it. Trying to determine my passions, which have always been various and contradictory. I lean towards mathematics-focused disciplines and in particular have a strong interest in robotics but at the same time I have this enormous urge for something engaging almost on a 'what is the meaning of life' level. I mean, ideally I'd have a career throttling the research towards more advanced AI, but there's a lot of amazing things to do in this world and one of them needs to be the money maker as I continue my studies into Alzheimer's.
So I'm curious, what has everyone's education composed of? What has been your career path and where are you headed? What exactly do you do? What's satisfying about it? I'm kinda canvassing for ideas I might not have considered.
Also relevant, do you have family obligations where perhaps stability of income and hours has been most important versus marrying your career?
Talk about yourselves and let me be a humble padawan in existential crisis, desperate for insight of direction.
You know, I identify a lot more with people like you, wondering about the universe and what is a good career path to do work at the highest levels of knowledge, than people who seemingly (or want us to think they) have it all figured out,
The important thing (and I seem to be preaching to a choir member) is to continue to Do as you wonder. Many people at NASA had a similar career trajectory, they didn't necessarily plan to work at NASA they just studied math and science and with the skills they acquired it wound up being the best fit.
I went to a talk with the project lead on the Cassini mission and my professor asked if he had any career advice for the interns. He said to "remain a generalist for as long as possible". If you study engineering, you will be an engineer. If you study a field of science you will be stuck in that field of science. If you study mathematics, statistics, maybe computer science, these kinds of things leave the world open to you. To coordinate project among different disciplines you need the skills to understand those different disciplines, and to understand them, chiefly is often a strong background in math.
Currently I'm back to being a phd student in statistics and applying for the next jobs and internships. But I would be completely happy to continue being a student for decades to come, there is so much to learn. I've even considered applying to PhD programs again after my 2nd masters (because PhD programs pay you to go to school) and just continue getting as many masters degrees as I want. I'd like to study computer science the proper way, most if not all of my knowledge was gained during free time. I'd like to work on AI as well. It'd be cool to get a degree in another language, or go back and finish my music degree finally. I'd like to study physics more in depth as well.
Charles Elachi the recently former director of JPL has 5 masters degrees and speaks several languages. If that's not a good role model I don't know what is.
So yeah I think being undecided in a way is a positive thing, as long you continue to learn and develop, and give yourself a strong background in math and computer programming. Those skills are useful at any high knowledge level job these days.