I just stepped on a Rhino beetle when getting gout of the car...I feel annoyed for not seeing it, but at the same time I feel immensely awful for almost killing a life due to my absence of awareness. It clinged to my bare foot as my automatic bodily instincts kicked in and tried to swat it away, but as soon as I had detached it, my emotional and mental states realised what I had almost done.
Are we doomed to continually having these small moments of realisation, only to dismiss them in the next moment?