WTF, am I the only person that didn't/doesn't have a fucked up life?
Well mine has been very normal disregarding the past two years of insanity which are over now. All the crazyness had to do with that girl I was with back then, and she's gone now. Though we still hang out when we can.
No fucking meds for me though, fuck that. I never noticed how down I was for the last while until I started to improve, but still, I'll deal with my shit as well as I can on my own for as long as humanly possible.
How the fuck do you top that one?
You have to get the guy back somehow!
that when I died I could just be dead
I think I'm only an atheist because I used to get anxiety whenever I thought about eternity and wished that when I died I could just be dead. Maybe I'm not an atheist afterall. Maybe it's just a childhood delusion.
Believing in anything concerning all that is stupid. But I guess it is comforting.
Ill leave it a that.