Things I Fucking Hate

[Black Winter Day]

hell, i wish i had *had* a girlfriend to get dumped by! it's a drought for me..... haven't had one in 3 months, although i haven't really been "looking"

 

[QuothTheRaven]

haha, u fucking kiddin? 3 months is a drought? i went a year once man, that sucked, but that was back in high school and i had high standards (Raven keeps telling himself over and over)

 

[Black Winter Day]

all my other friends are fucking their girlfriends, and i'm the only one not getting laid (even though i am, not to be arrogant, usually thought to be on a "higher level" than them, whatever that means, hard to explain). but i am **actually** happier when i don't have a gf. a lot less worrying, a lot more freedom; i'm pretty damn happy! but still, i get no lovin'


but 'sall good!

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

There's this one guy who I'm realy good friends with.We talk about music,mainly.And,as ashamed as I am to say this,I'd actually like to form a "relationship" type of thing w/him.I dunno,I guess I'm just a greedy,self-centered little whore who's desperate for the attention of my male peers...I'm friends w/a lot of guys I know,and that's cool and all.But I'd also be happy as having them as(not boyfriends,must refrain from saying the word boyfriend)good male frineds who I make out with a whole lot(haven't gotten to the fucking yet,lol)...which is bascially the only type of relationship type thing I've been experienced in

 

[Black Winter Day]

don't rush into it, you may end up regretting it. just do things as you get ready for them!

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

The first guy that I had a "serious relationship" with/guy that I made out with a lot...well,our "relationship" was off and on and pretty fucked up.But we didn't see each other for a yr.(he started 9th grade,even though he's about 16 ,and I was still in 8th grade)and then I saw him again in high school,and we've been able to maintain a really good friendship...along with his ex-girlfriend.

 

[Black Winter Day]

cool. yeah, relationship tangles can be pretty fucked up sometimes. i dated one of my good friend's ex right after they broke up. he got him another girlfriend and we went on double-dates! it was pretty weird. but we were just as good friends then and even better now (me and the girls' relationship didn't last very long).

 

[QuothTheRaven]

speaking of fucked up relationships
This girl i was dating my senior year, cheated on me with her ex who was dating her best friend, while said best friend was on spring break in hawaii. It's all good, he got his in school one day, and she got hers at college when she turned into a drunken slut.
How appropriate for this to be under the "things i fucking hate" post. (my ex, cheating bitches)

 

[famousamoswillkillyou]

I... don't think I should talk about relationships here. Just know that Amos ain't gettin' no lovin' at the current moment.

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

Poor Amos...well,don't feel bad,neither is Darkspot.Of course Darkspot never does.Guys think I'm too fucking ugly.

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

that's not nice......castrate them

 

[Will Bozarth]

ahhh relationships...... hows this?
i just found out that my exgirlfriend of 5 months, that broke up with me on July 10... i went to the beach with her in June for a week, and after that week, she went on another beach vacation with her uncle.... i found out that when she was on her 2nd vacation, she almost went out with someone else... while we were still "going out"... hows that to lighten up my day? eesh... and right now all the girls around here dont want anything to do with me because of the following:
1: i listen to metal
2: metalheads worship satan
3: im ugly
4: did i mention that i listen to metal?

so ya... things are goin well with me too

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

you remember the exact date, woah

after you got dumped,Did you sit in a dark room listening to Nazareth while eating lots of chocolate?

1: i listen to metal
2: metalheads worship satan
3: im ugly
4: did i mention that i listen to metal?
+5: I have long hair

I fit this category

oh well, no pussy for penguin

 

[dreaming neon darkspot]

I don't get the point of "going out"...ppl,in middle school especailly,would always make such a big deal about who they were "going out" with.And I would just think "Going out...where?"I think msot guys felt threatened by me.I was the only girl in school who listened to metal and I wasn't pretty,popular or attractive.Now I think that it's better to have a guy as a good friend as opposed to as a "boyfriend".

 

[Will Bozarth]

ya, heres a poem i wrote the day after, July 11

Incomplete

The glorious ride in which I have taken
Has met its final destination
The stop has left me nothing but shaken
After my four months of dedication

Nothing could prepare me for the hurt, which followed
Many tears have been shed since you left me
My mental fuel has run on empty
.... My heart has once again been hollowed

I have enjoyed many joyous times with you
My love stuck with us so true
All of which I remember clearly
From each kiss to anniversary

The memories which once made me content
Even through this screwed up event
Have now turned to sadness
But I want you to have complete gladness

Words cannot express what I am feeling right now
To get over this, I know not how
To think you have just ended what we had
Makes me nothing but completely sad

Two poems complete and a song is half-finished
As my empty heart has been diminished
I don't know what will happen next
It always seems as though I am hexed

The past four months have been the happiest
But these past two days have been the crappiest
You completely changed my life
So this will never end in strife

Thank you for showing me love and care
But my heart has plummeted down the stair
I don't know what I will do
As I will never get another "I love you"

By: Will Bozarth
July 11, 2002


so ya, i was pretty depressed... more than usual

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

The past four months have been the happiest
But these past two days have been the crappiest

 

[Will Bozarth]

the "going out" thing is really another way of saying "hey, we're boyfriend/girlfriend" im not a big person in "making out" it took me a month for me to actually kiss her. the way i think... i didnt want to invade her space or anything like that.

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

you left me alone in this cold barren land
with noone to turn to except my trusty hand

 

[Black Winter Day]

Originally posted by dead6skin6mask6
the "going out" thing is really another way of saying "hey, we're boyfriend/girlfriend" im not a big person in "making out" it took me a month for me to actually kiss her. the way i think... i didnt want to invade her space or anything like that.

hell, invade it! works every time......

 

[Will Bozarth]

Originally posted by retarded penguin
you left me alone in this cold barren land
with noone to turn to except my trusty hand

very poetic, RP nah... im in a relationship for more than sex... for knowing someone cares about me


BWD - nooooo