It's gone through my mind, but not like "I want to kill myself" .. more like "I guess I could see why some people decide to commit suicide".. but it would be REALLY fucking selfish of me. Any stupid teenage drama I go through is a LOT better than crap most of the people in this world go through, especially when thinking of poor people and third world countries. I'm too much of a pussy to ever do that, and honestly it'd be REALLY fucking selfish. h, especially in third world countries. And the impact it would have on my friends and family (I couldn't stand to see what my mom would be like if I did) would be way too much for some stupid crap I'll get over eventually. And honestly I'm a little scared of dying right now, as I have no idea what happens after... if its nothing then whats the point, I'd rather go through tough crap then nothing.