No no no, SoundMaster, I'm not leaving a door open to a diety. I'm leaving a door open to whatever comes afterwards.
What I was trying to say is that while not against any religion, I simply don't belive in anything concerning religion. That includes dieties, afterlives, karma, reincarnation, or a lack of any of those. There may be an afterlife, there may not be. There may be dieties, there may not be. Honestly I can't say I've really experianced anything that screams at me "dieties exist!" either, but at the same time, does that really prove they don't? I don't think I'll ever know in this life, so why worry about it? I'm not trying to defend the belief in dieties, I'm just trying to state that believing in anything, including your agnostic views, are in my opinion almost a waste of time, as there is no proof of any religion and we will never know what really happens after death until we are indeed dead. As judas69 said, in a way that's kind of what I myself was getting at.
And if death proves to be agnostic as you mentioned, where all thoughts and conciousness cease in a pre-birth manner, well - my door is open to that also. Which is kind of my point. Agnosticism is another possibility that I've pondered often, which is one of the reasons I do not belive in any god or religion.
In this post I'm just trying to mainly to clarify that by not beliving in anything or following any religion, I'm not leaving my door open for specifially a diety, I'm simply leaving it open for whatever there is out there, which constitutes a diety as well as the lack of one.
And by "Crossing the bridge when I get there," In my eyes, the bridge symbolises death. So yes, there is a bridge to cross, and everyone crosses it someday. Whatever is on the other side of that bridge...well, you'll find out when you cross it.