Décadent;5609152 said:
What kind of God would allow us to live in a world without suffering?
very buddhist of you.
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suggest to yourselves, for a moment, that "god's big plan" is not just some arbitrary list of rules and standards that he divinely shat out one sunny afternoon, but that, indeed, "god" is in no way "the highest of all things" nor "the embodiment of all things", but simply "the caretaker of all things", with his "plan" being his best attempt to balance and allow to progress that which he is responsible for.
and
everything, believe you me, is
a lot to keep tidy.
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imagine that "god" is a painter.
imagine that there is another higher plane, a more exact measurement of "all" than simply "the sum of each and every thing we see". rather there is a greater canvas of "all" and we (people, bunnies, lions, nitrogen, happiness, pain, and taxes) are simply the paint that has been spattered across it by this painter named, for the purposes of our imagining, "god".
now imagine that his initial creation of all "things" are represented by a frantic and somewhat disorganized but exceptionally potent period of creativity where he filled most of his canvas with the first rough draft of everything that
first was, with lightning and black voids in space and primordial ooze being the highlights.
and, for about a billion or so years, "god" sat back and admired his work and thought it was teh rule x10. but then, one day, he started adding stuff. first he painted some dinosaurs, and some tidal waves, and some supernovas, and maybe he made his first rough draft of things like
emotions and
love and
hate and
suffering. but these new ideas were hardly perfect.
perhaps the dinosaur's tail was crooked or the waves didn't look right next to this island, or there was just too much
love and things were getting a little gay, and maybe he should try to paint more
pain,
evil, and the like to butch it up a bit. and when he thought it was necessary to completely paint over something to make room for something else, he was introducing
death,
loss,
end.
death, loss, and end to the things involved, but in "god"'s eyes, just a form of transition towards a finished, better product.
and so it is to all other things.
cancer? perhaps "god" thinks cancer cells are unfairly misrepresented in his work and so he paints a few into the world, and he thinks they'd look best in this 8 year old, and why? because he's the artist and he can do whatever the fuck he wants. the paint doesn't get an opinion.
of course, our initial pictorial perspective would be "we love children! when they suffer it makes us
sad! we don't like being
sad! sad is
bad! why do you make our existance
bad, 'god'?"
but "god" sees not 'bad', 'good', or any other exclusive type of categorizing. things aren't 'good/bad', 'right/wrong' in the sense that the good things belong and the bad things do not, that this world should be exclusively filled with the 'good' and 'right'. he is merely altering his work for what he believes will
eventually be, giving in for just a moment to this type of categorization, "the better".
imagine, perhaps, that our attempt to give some idealized aesthetic judgement of "bad" to these things around us which we find unsuitable and, specifically, our concept of what "bad"
is is just a result of our individual physiological composition in relation to that of all things around us, the parameters that our organism is most comfortable between in relation to the things
outside those parameters which effect change upon us.
perhaps, if we were "god" (or maybe even lions or taxes), we'd be more capable of understanding the delicate, constantly evolving balance of "everything" in relation to "everything else" rather than "'my' 'human' organism" in relation to "things that would harm 'my' 'human' organism."
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part 2 soon... i need a break...