Did anyone else hallucinate when a child while having a fewer ?. I was laying in the dark this morning and this weird menacing feeling came over me that usually led me into a hallucination state when a child except it's only 5% of the feeling so i'm more just thinking about when a child and get body chills and do not go into the actual state. For anyone else who had fevers and than hallcucinated how would you describe it with words ?. I remember all of the sudden the room would look really big almost like some planet and some kind of force was putting pressure on me almost like trying to make me not exist and turning me into this compact little sized box in a huge space almost like storage. I remember in my fever state trying really hard to resist the compression and to me it was agonizing. I did get weird visuals felt and kinda see there was something else with me that was really sinister and aggressive as 'the force' that was after me. I think about this in a normal state and can only explain it like an oversized steam roller and you can't get away and know it's coming. Other times I had a complete different experience and would walk around outside and not be able to recall anything almost like I did not exist. I remember my mother telling me later on about how I told her my sister was dead and a man was after me and she would check my head and realize I had a fever because my sister was standing right there with her. I would have had no idea unless she/someone told me. I wish I could explain things like this better.
Also.... does anyone here actually naturally hallucinate ?. If I am in complete dark sometimes will see lines that start forming really detailed and resemble spiders(very detailed) and it use to really freak me out and bug me. I use to actually have to turn on a TV because some light was the only thing that would make the lines disapear. Lines form around ten feet away and than would slowly come towards my eyes and regardless shutting them it does not matter because it's dark. I can actually fall asleep when this happen and can accept they will just pass through my eyes. I knew right off it was just illusions and at the sametime was still freaked out for awile.
Also.... does anyone here actually naturally hallucinate ?. If I am in complete dark sometimes will see lines that start forming really detailed and resemble spiders(very detailed) and it use to really freak me out and bug me. I use to actually have to turn on a TV because some light was the only thing that would make the lines disapear. Lines form around ten feet away and than would slowly come towards my eyes and regardless shutting them it does not matter because it's dark. I can actually fall asleep when this happen and can accept they will just pass through my eyes. I knew right off it was just illusions and at the sametime was still freaked out for awile.
