He's not dead... yet.

[MFJ]

Wait a second... I have a question.

Didn't he promise he wasn't going there to do drugs, and got all butthurt when someone joked about him probably ending up on drugs in Amsterdam and then he gave a whole schpiel on how it's not like that at all and fuck that guy for insinuating that and blah blah blah?

I'm sorry but that's kind of funny.

However, I'm glad you're off the drugs. Stay off them.

I've been addicted to heroin for three years, I never said I was living on the streets in Amsterdam- that was here, you outrageous slut. I was over there for only a week at a time living with my friends and trying to detox. (Only to freak out every time and come back here.)

Thanks for the kind words everyone. I just had to clear that bullshit right up.

 

[wildfyr]

Best wishes for a speedy recovery.

 

[E-bortion]

i miss the conversations man. get well.

 

[Susperia]

I've been addicted to heroin for three years, I never said I was living on the streets in Amsterdam- that was here, you outrageous slut. I was over there for only a week at a time living with my friends and trying to detox. (Only to freak out every time and come back here.)

Thanks for the kind words everyone. I just had to clear that bullshit right up.

I see...............................................


Edit: You calling me a slut just made me lose any shred I had left of respect for you. I'm sorry, I don't even know you. All I know is I have very little respect for drug addicts------And even less for those who act like THEY'RE the fucking victims and expect everyone's fucking sympathy for something YOU did to YOURSELF! I'm glad you're trying to straighten your fucked up self out but FUCK if I'm going to give you pity points for any of it!!

I personally find it outrageous that everyone here completely disregarded the fact you promised you weren't going to do drugs again and that you were clean and then you went and did this AND THEN were giving you their deepest sympathies like the drugs somehow attacked you in the dark of night without your knowing. I'm sorry but when you're addicted to drugs, a lot of the time you need a good dose of tough love, and someone to tell you you did it to your self. And to stop acting like 'oh poor little me'.

GET YOUR LIFE BACK TOGETHER.
I'M NOT GOING TO PRETEND YOU DIDN'T FUCKING LIE TO EVERYONE HERE.
STAY AWAY FROM FUCKING DRUGS.
AND DON'T CALL ME NAMES BECAUSE I CALLED YOU OUT ON SOMETHING.
YOU are the one involved in bullshit NOT ME.

Love,
Cara

 

[swizzlenuts]

What the fuck is wrong with you seriously? This was just an update for his friends on RC, he's not acting like, 'oh poor me. give me sympathy'. He knows he has a problem, and if he really wants to get off of drugs, he'll do it. Perhaps before he really thought he was going to get off drugs before and fucked up. The best thing for him to do is start over in a new place away from all of the temptations, imo. Stopping the use of drugs isn't like changing your diet or stop using the computer all day, it's much more complex.

By the way, we can all read, you don't need to use fucking caps lock.

 

[skeptik]

I thought her first post was fine, but the second post she just made is fucking retarded. Like swizzles said, addiction is not something that's easily managed by any means, and no matter how mentally opposed you are to your addiction, the physical compulsion is still going to be there, and sometimes it's nigh impossible to fight it off. Not that I'm giving sympathy, but it's just a basic fact in understanding the situation. Keep working toward your recovery, Max, it's the only thing you can really do.

 

[dill_the_devil]

I'm sorry but when you're addicted to drugs, a lot of the time you need a good dose of tough love, and someone to tell you you did it to your self.

So, what were you addicted to? You wouldn't be spouting shit like this as if it were gospel truth unless it had some solid basis in personal experience, right? Even you're not such a self-righteous windbag that you'd trivialize combating a self-destructive addiction by claiming someone just needs to tell Max it's all his own fault to set him right unless you were damned sure you knew what you were talking about, right?

Jesus, and you wonder why people around here don't like you.

 

[Dead_Lioness]

Quite frankly, I actually think that being in Amsterdam would make it even HARDER to find heroin than in other places...
just because weed/ and shrooms are legal doesn't mean all drugs are avilable everywhere... they are actually a lot harder to find simply because there are not many
addicts to hard drugs as one would expect...
Now, with that being said: I know that Holland, and especially Amsterdam has changed a lot with the take-over of the immigrants from Turkey/Morroco who bring with them,
among other things: hard drugs... But still- I wouldn't give him shit for being in Amsterdam (I never saw the original thread) just because it's a "liberal country" ...

It makes me extremely sad to read that he has been addicted to heroin for 3 years... thats horrible... the worst drug of them all... but at least he admits there is a problem...
that's gotta count for something.
So good for you. I really hope you'll stay OFF THE DRUGS and realize that this addiction is horrible and disgusting.
There is some truth in what Cara says though... addicts do need tough love sometimes, but who am I to judge what he needs....
I wish him all the luck in the world.
Overcoming an addiction as hard as this one, would be the best prize he can ever get in life...

be well buddy.

 

[MajestikMøøse]

Susperia:

I've always considered myself to have thought the general hate of you around here to be silly, but that was over the line. Go to hell. A hell where all women are forced to abuse their bodies for the patriarchy and whose babies can only be fed by formula processed from Big Macs, French Fries, Doritos and Vodka.

 

[Vilden]

like the drugs somehow attacked you in the dark of night without your knowing.

Accually, that's pretty much what it does? Well not literally speaking but you probably feel that way when you are deep in it. Or do you have any personal experiance from being addicted to hard opiats and just randomly kicked it one day without preparing or anything? If so, I think you are one of a kind.

 

[Mormagil]

Susperia is way out of line.

Good luck, Max.

 

[Tranquillian]

Susperia, you crossed the line there. I am only saying this because this is the first time I've read something you wrote that makes me understand why people dislike you so much.
Max also crossed the line by calling you slut, noone should be called that. Which is what noone else but me mentioned so far.

 

[Susperia]

I don't like liars, and I don't like drug addicts. And I don't have to have been addicted to heroin to know it's fucking bullshit. I hate when people use that fucking excuse of "oh well you've never done it so you can't say" that's like Catholics who say to Atheists "well you haven't been touched by god the way I have so you don't know".

I didn't think any of his friends would agree with me, I know I'm harsh. But he lied, and he has apparently relapsed like 20 fucking times into heroin again even though he keeps saying he won't. So maybe he needed to hear something harsh, instead of the usual "Oh poor thing i'm sorry hang in there."

I don't expect everyone to agree with me, or to hate drugs and those who use them as much as me. But this is how I feel, i'm sorry it's not the same as everyone else. Plus, if it was my friend, I'd personally smack him across the face and tell him to stop fucking lying to me and suck it up and get over the drugs because he's wasting his fucking life.

 

[Vilden]

Lol, well if you are physically addicted to opiats, you feel the need for it like food or water. It isn't just to "nah I don't feel like doing this anymore I'll quit". I love people on high horses who talk about drug addicts like it is just to quit if you really want to. Sure it works for some, but statistics says that for most it certainly doesn't.

BTW, you are pretty naive if you think drugs addicts hear "oh poor thing I'm sorry hang in there" all day long, they have it pretty harsh already I'm sure.

 

[Tranquillian]

Oh believe me, I hate drugs perhaps more than you (just check the original "I am going to Amsterdam" thread to get my point) , but there is a line between telling someone the harsh truth and just being mean.

 

[Susperia]

Lol, well if you are physically addicted to opiats, you feel the need for it like food or water. It isn't just to "nah I don't feel like doing this anymore I'll quit". I love people on high horses who talk about drug addicts like it is just to quit if you really want to. Sure it works for some, but statistics says that for most it certainly doesn't.

BTW, you are pretty naive if you think drugs addicts hear "oh poor thing I'm sorry hang in there" all day long, they have it pretty harsh already I'm sure.

NO SHIT IDIOT. I'M NOT SAYING IT WILL BE EASY, BUT I AM SAYING HE GOT HIMSELF INTO THIS SHIT AND HE HAS TO GET HIMSELF OUT!

I know how hard it is to quit something you feel you need to live.


Edit: Tranquilian: I originally just did say the harsh truth. But then he decided to go and call me an "outrageous slut". How's that for being mean? So i'll be mean back all I want. I don't let people call me something like that for just being honest. I didn't say anything to hurt him other than 'hey......you lied. Face up to it."

 

[Vilden]

What's up with all the insults and getting all worked up? It's not like it is you who have a hard time here.

 

[Tranquillian]

Edit: Tranquilian: I originally just did say the harsh truth. But then he decided to go and call me an "outrageous slut". How's that for being mean? So i'll be mean back all I want. I don't let people call me something like that for just being honest. I didn't say anything to hurt him other than 'hey......you lied. Face up to it."

I already said he crossed the line by saying that, but I seem to remember you started being condescending. Why are you seeking conflict? It's a discussion forum, chill out.

 

[Susperia]

I'm not seeking conflict. All I wanted was him and everyone else to not ignore the fact he lied. And that he's most likely not going to get off of the heroin if he keeps about his usual tactics since it's failed so many times already.


Edit: However, when someone tries to degrade me by calling me a slut, or someone tells me i'm on a high horse because i hate drug addicts and i can't possibly know what they're feeling, then I get pissed.

 

[AsModEe]

Susperia:

whose babies can only be fed by formula processed from Big Macs, French Fries, Doritos and Vodka.

now you got me hungry

Anyway, fuck her.

I'm wishing you good luck Max fucking Johnson, I know addiction to a drug is a real bitch because your body needs it... ever heard of Methadone??? That could help you.