Dak
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I wish I could neglect training and lose weight lol. You are always welcome into the "training" thread.
After seeing the neurologist yesterday I've finally determined for certain what's going on. It's an obsession with my own intellect gone into a death spiral. Basically, as soon as I started worrying that I was cognitively declining, the worry fed the stress and distraction and became a self-fulfilling prophecy. Now my entire reality is a reminder of my own self-induced pathology. The solution of course is to do things that take my mind off, well, my MIND, and that's incredibly difficult, but it's the only way. I have a report on Homer to do this weekend, and it's partly done. I need to accomplish something to restore some degree of confidence and fight back to where I used to be.
Indeed. I suppose I should smoke some pot.
It'd be fun to get high together and break down the universe.
I love Rick because he always comes through for me. I love that he can't stand to see me upset (whether it's his fault or not). I love that he puts up with me and my persistent pessimism. I love that he remembers to tell me I'm beautiful when I'm not dressed up or wearing makeup. I love that he takes care of me when I'm so sick I can't move. I love that he's a bit helpless without me. I love that he'll rub my back when I can't fall asleep. Most of all, I love that he loves me.
Well, if you think having nice teeth is a class indicator it would make sense that you don't understand why people in America want nice teeth. Having nice teeth here isn't an indicator of anything other than you actually taking care of your body.
Note to self: Do not ever get high and log in to old Myspace account and read my ex-girlfriend's abandoned account because it's littered with all kinds of happy lovey-dovey things about me and us back when shit was good while listening to Against the Wind by Bob Seger ever again.
example:
god where's my gun...