I just always have been and never had the right image. Although I am not bad looking, I just feel worthless and always have been. I always been second when it came to everything. Other than academics, my sister has always been on top. The prettiest, very fashionable, and other things that shouldn't be important, but I guess they are. I do give the fasion thing to her, but I don't get always been better looking than me. We are twins, well fraternal twins, but we might aswell be identical because the only thing different is our height and eye color. Our hair color too, but that is because we dye our hair. But I know in life there will always be someone better than you, so if I want change, I need to make it. It's not magic. I'm happy for my sister though.