From the Up Front/Ramblings section of the April 2016 issue of Decibel, By Kriegs's Neil Jameson ...
I'm sure some of you saw that article recently about some guy in a band people hadn't really head about quitting music because he wasn't able to make a living from it. It was met with a chorus of people exclaiming, "No shit" and "Water is wet", and other catchphrases they wait to use at the right moment like they're trying to prolong an orgasm. And much like when i try to think about baseball, it fucking failed.
Why? Because it doesn't get to the heart of the matter, which is this misguided notion that the only valid reason to create art is financial gain. It also plays into this fucked-up mentality that because we have created something, we're automatically owed something for it, without even considering that we could be trying to sell dog shit to a kennel.
First off, i want to attack that initial point: that our main motivation to create anything-be it music, a painting, this column or a college made with cum and cut-out newspaper obituaries-should be done with the bottom line in the front of your mind. Art should be about what you make of it, what it makes of you. I'm sure someone's going to say, "Well, what if it's the money", but hey, for the sake of argument here, go fuck yourself.
Since its inception, the metal and punk underground has always barely survived solely on hard work and dedication.It's why we work other jobs-to support what we're doing because it drives us and makes our lives somewhat less shitty to wander through. If you somehow think that you;re going to be lucky enough to hit a point where it starts paying for itself, you're going to be disappointed. Sure, we'd all love to be able to do what we're passionate about as our main gig, but that's unrealistic. This should be a lifestyle, not a job, and it it becomes a job and you;re unhappy with minimum wage, its time to fucking reevaluate your life and what you want to do with it.
I've touched on this before, but not everyone is going to love what you do as much as you think they should. But that shouldn't stop you. You should keep going as long as you're satisfied and able to continue. And if you cant keep going, then show some fucking class and bow out gracefully. Don't make a spectacle on the tabloid websites about how we should feel sorry for you that you cant keep the lights on playing music. You're opening the jar your legacy is kept in and shitting right into it. There are a million people going through what you're going through, and no one is going to stop and feel sorry for you.
In any counterculture, you see a lot of people complaining about the mainstream. The mainstream is creating something with the express purpose of marketing. Is it to say Taylor Swift isn't really sorry about all these break-ups she wont shut the fuck up about? No. But it's about a paycheck, a career. We exist within genres of music that are created to dismantle those sorts of ideas, not embrace them. If we're lucky enough that people latch on to what we do enough to put food on the table and keep our drug habits going without having to suck dick in the Olive Garden bathroom, then grab on tight for the few years it'll work out for you.
But you remember that kid at school who thought he was going to go pro? He became Al Bundy and lives a life of regret. Don't let that be you. Create for yourself and create something bigger than yourself, and stop worrying about your fucking wallet. This isn't pop music.