Hiljainen
why can't we not be sober
@Lamia: i think you should tell him too, and yes, it's terrible when people close to you suffer and you can't do anything, probably worse than feeling bad ourselves
Siren said:My best wishes to the both of you.
..:zombie:rahvin said:around 4am tonight (that's about four hours ago) when i fell asleep i started dreaming of pictures of people i had never seen before. the images were like pics off the internet, they looked distant, deliberately wooden, and they had the same glazed quality. somehow i knew they were all from foreign countries and they had come here to study or work with some project that involved the library where i'm working. i was sorting through the pictures manually, but it was as if i were looking at them from miles above the ground. then i turned to my left and a co-worker of mine, a woman in her fifties, was standing there crying. incoherently, she said: "if you turn your eyes to the left it's because you're making it up, if you turn them to the right it's because you're remembering". then she said: "why did you want to kill all these people?" i supposed she was referring to those in the pics, so i took a closer look at them and the guys and girls actually looked like they were photographed post-mortem.
then i guess i woke up. i'm not sure yet.