I had a mental nightmare once. I think I'll detail it. Im sure youll all find it a good read (so dont be lazy and just humour me
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I was choking. I could feel each cough like a kick in the throat. I looked in the mirror and my face was pale.... stricken with illness, and smitted by pure fear. Then to my utter despair I noticed a small lock of thin black hair dangeling out of my mouth.
Momentarilly I was distracted from this living hell by my brother who was telling me frantically to "GET OFF THE GROUND". His command made me panic further, intesifying the violent feelling of fear that had begun to amount. I was fixed still though, my feet would not move, and then my brother quickly vanished from within the reality of the dream. Then I was totally alone. Isolated. The only presence I could feel was that of my own fear, almost like a shadow sneering at me as I continue to Gip on this disgusting windpipe blockage.
I look back in the mirror and see that my mouth is filled with lush, conditioned beautiful black hair. I grab at the hair and begin to tug. The hair is long. The hair is dark. The hair is choking me.
As I continued to pull at the hair suddenly I felt it hit a dead end. As I tug hard on the hair I can feel a wrenching coming from with in my abdomin. I assume the hair is attached to something in my stomach. I look again in the mirror and I am naked and pregnant. My head spins as I hear a baby crying. I lean aganist the mirror and look down. My stomach is 9 months inflamed. Then I know the crying is coming from inside of me. It's coming from inside my fucking body.
I pull the hair again, which induces a treacherous evolution of regurgitation. I can't breath as my sinuses well up. I can taste the vomit in my mouth. My muscles have tensed up beyond what I knew they could. Something climbs up my asophogus, it feels like Im going to puke up a bowling ball. I can see sick dripping from my nose on to the hair which dangles as vines from my mouth.
To end the prolonged event of regurgitation this agonising ball of unknown has caused I tear at the locks that sway so freely infront of my tormented face. I hear a loud cry as my mouth is torn open and the anti body is expelled from within my being. In the only moment of relief the dream contained I drop to my knees and close my tearful eyes. Im shaking with a beautiful feeling of freedom. I open my eyes and stare at the ground, which has turned in to a chequered, black and white marble flooring. Blood drips from my mouth but oddly, watching the drips explode on the white clinical slabs beneath me seduces my eye in a hypnotic way. Then I hear an intense cry. Of agony. With hate in its throat. Yet muffled in a distant way.
I look to my left and see a baby child with no face, standing now in silence. If it had eyes they would be fixated on me. I cannot breath. This naked faceless child stays quiet in a some what pensive way. Suddenly it screams and is vigorously animated. It grabs at my face and I can't move. I try to fight it off but my arms have no strength in them. I manage to stand up but the child keeps attacking my lower body. I look into the mirror and I too have no face. A shrill laughter is enough to wake me from this nightmare.
Anyone else had a fucked up dream before? That's my one true disturber.