Not quite. I more imagine him in the place of my English 101 instructor, that total "omg liek i find nerds so hot haha" type 6'2" long hair serious-but-not-heartless and piercing blue eyes, submitting a rough draft for some random assignment and feeling my heart flutter when he gives me an earnest "Good work, Hamburger-chan", asking questions after class and meekly flirting with him while he intimidates me with his intelligence and uncompromising sexuality. I'd finish the class with an A and then cry that I never gathered the slutty courage to visit his office hours while wearing a low-cut blouse asking for "extra credit". Years later I'd find myself in a coffeehouse, still depressed and w/o qt tall Aryan bookworm bf, when I'd see him looking slightly sad. I'd be all "Omg" and even more excited when he remembered my name, and then he'd invite me for drinks and not hesitate to fuck me that night full of determination. At first I'd resist lightly from misconceptions of him being a total sensitive softie, but when he goes down on me I'd stop being a prudish cunt and be in ecstasy as he fucks me vigorously. It wouldn't ever build into a long-term relationship, but I'd cherish the few amazing nights we shared more than anything else in the world.