papaloidflook
New Metal Member
- Apr 1, 2003
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sitting in a car after having done half a g with my good friend...i was philosophizing as usual...then my friend left the car to go talk to someone down the road...im on my own in the messy junkies car....then i started getting sketchy...i felt my sanity departing...in the background i suddenly realised...there was a soundtrack to my emotion at the time....a dark...lonely...apocalyptic...sorrowful tune....i turned up the volume...the lyrics were spot on....i couldnt beleive what i was hearing....the lyrics telling exactly what i was feeling at the time...too weird...
at the time i thought id juSt fucked my brain up good...had i gone beyond the point of no return????...and found myself not being able to think about anything but the same thoughts over and over...i was stuck in a loop...like the same track playing over and over and over...never ending thought....a panic attack maybe...my face numb as fuck....my heart pounding....my mind on repeat mode...
everything i was thinking was so paranoid...conspiracy theories...hidden messages in TMNT cartoons...etc etc...linking everything to anything...baxter sotckman the scientist representing the crazy scientists of today....meaningless shit maybe...i couldnt decide...i was going insane....i thought i was doomed...no turning back....i felt like such a fool for doing this to my brain and felt robbed...like someone had fucked my youth up.....so u can imagine how i connected with the lyrics in THE FUTURE OF SPEECH!!!!!!!!! :O
My prospects have become less promising
I find it hard to believe in anything
Seems I lost my world and so I lost my faith
And I can't go back to where I've been
Brand new day
Can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I'm so afraid
(There) Is no meaning
This is another chance or so I'm told
By these who can push themselves at any cost
They bless me with their fingers crossed
My youth is stolen, transformed and sold
Myself say
Can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
A brand new day
It can't get worse
Hear myself say
It can't get worse
A brand new day
It can't get worse
Hear myself say
It can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
at the time i thought id juSt fucked my brain up good...had i gone beyond the point of no return????...and found myself not being able to think about anything but the same thoughts over and over...i was stuck in a loop...like the same track playing over and over and over...never ending thought....a panic attack maybe...my face numb as fuck....my heart pounding....my mind on repeat mode...
everything i was thinking was so paranoid...conspiracy theories...hidden messages in TMNT cartoons...etc etc...linking everything to anything...baxter sotckman the scientist representing the crazy scientists of today....meaningless shit maybe...i couldnt decide...i was going insane....i thought i was doomed...no turning back....i felt like such a fool for doing this to my brain and felt robbed...like someone had fucked my youth up.....so u can imagine how i connected with the lyrics in THE FUTURE OF SPEECH!!!!!!!!! :O
My prospects have become less promising
I find it hard to believe in anything
Seems I lost my world and so I lost my faith
And I can't go back to where I've been
Brand new day
Can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I'm so afraid
(There) Is no meaning
This is another chance or so I'm told
By these who can push themselves at any cost
They bless me with their fingers crossed
My youth is stolen, transformed and sold
Myself say
Can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
A brand new day
It can't get worse
Hear myself say
It can't get worse
A brand new day
It can't get worse
Hear myself say
It can't get worse
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning
I have no lies or truth in what I say
(There) is no meaning
The words are numb but I am so afraid
(There) is no meaning