Ok i was gonna let you go but i have reconsidered. WRONG it IS just about the music. Music that is different, granted, music that does not follows standarts, granted, music that does not shun forms of aggressivity and rage to express along with other things, granted; But its music nonetheless. I hate subcultures im not a metalhead the day i proclaim myself a metalhead i would kill myself. If you are so insecure of yourself and need to identify with a social group try doing so with a group of people go meet people and talk to them about a number of things to try to find something meaninful in common, do not paint yourself and act like a racist dark ages clown that has given up his genitals to scream like a ratboy. You are an outcast? What do you want pity? the fact that most of us are outcast too does not means we actually care. Do not get me wrong by no means im telling you i do not understand it, but one thing its to have a good time with your outcast friends talking about things in common like metal in this case, another thing is to point your finger making judgements because they do not like every goddamn looser that puts on a comical magical show or that plays plastic music, or that thinks himself higher cause he is on a band that is just patetic. I will be damned if im going to stand by while people like you tell me that i am supposed to change my musical taste and respect some idiot trying to have his " Look at me i just burned a church cause im evi" look just because he is my metalhead brother. I rather die alone that live in such a world