Do you feel as though you have a purpose?!?

[Night Mare]

My aim in life tonight is to get to pissed that I pass out in the storeroom in time for the house inspection. Maybe even vomit. I am finishing off my bottle of gin now, so wish me luck.

 

[Krilons Resa]

doin the cockroach yeaa!!

 

[KILL TULLY]

SAEMPIERFI YUTYUT MOTOIVATED OORAH And all tht shit blahblah send beer ot my room now!

 

[NAD]

There is no purpose to life, not even breeding.

Still, I have a fuckton o' fun.

 

[Krilons Resa]

I'm over this feeling.



But yea, I'm not sure what overcomes me at times. Or more importantly, why? Emptiness sets in, and I feel absolute nothing. Thankfully that is all over. For now...

yeah, ive been feeling this a lot lately.

 

[skeptik]

You know what you need? Some Divine Eve.

 

[NAD]

No purpose. Nope. Don't need one to enjoy life.

Nihilism is not necessarily as negative as many assume.

 

[NAD]

That was a rough 2-1/2 hour patch there, matey.

 

[NAD]

god dammit Jerry, stop deleting all your posts! Now I look like a (bigger than usual) douche.

 

[NAD]

Eh fuckit, I haven't sextuple-posted in ages.

 

[NAD]

The closest I get to feeling without purpose is when I realize that my chosen career (by default, I stumbled into it 8 years ago as a part-time solution that allowed me to leave K-mart while still in college) has absolutely zero redeeming artistic qualities. I've never wanted to make it Big via music because that would kill my hobbyist outlook toward the whole thing, which is what I utilize it for. Having to rock for money just isn't my idea of keeping kosher, even if I do respect some of the dudes who can make a living off such things. But at the same time I should at least perhaps be writing about music for some dimwit magazine, or maybe even going back to that whole jazz thing I flirted with for a month a few years ago, or at the very least attempting at twiddling a few knobs in Ye Olde Local Pub for Thursday Night Cockrock. Instead I price and sell masonry veneer to companies I gladly await the demise thereof. Most of the time I recognize it as a job just being a job, thankfully paying the bills and then some. The other 7.256% of the time, I sulk and yearn for a more fulfilling career, even if it would send me to the poor house.

Or, you know, like, whatever!

 

[NAD]

There, six. G'night!

 

[J.]

my purpose: raise my kids right. protect my family. provide for my family. eliminate anything that physically threatens my family.

other than that, just take it one day at a time. no use planning for stuff. you never know what lies around the corner.