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^ Speaking of jerking off, and who shows up?
Ha! And I think the downtime is the bigger reason. I'm jerking off as I type this. I did it twice since I started typing this. I need a sandwich now.
^ Speaking of jerking off, and who shows up?
zabu of nΩd;10377746 said:I finally notified my boss tonight that i plan to quit. The past 4 months off have been too good for me, and i can't imagine giving up my freedom for that type of work again. Sucks that i kinda misled him about my career intentions, but business is business as they say.
Since i'll be waiting on my stupid passport for a while, i'm starting to think a little more long term about stuff i wanna do in the states. I may room with some friends in VA for a month or so first, and get some good habits / discipline back into my life. Then there's a good buddy visiting San Francisco in September, so I may head over there with him and decide if i want to stay there for longer after a few days look. Also have a good friend in Las Vegas who's invited me to stay at his place for a few weeks sometime.
Main thing i need to figure out in the next 4-5 months is where i wanna live, and if it's worth a temporary hit to my quality of life to go somewhere new and have to redo my social network from scratch. After that's settled, i'll start getting into volunteer work and taking a few classes at a cheap community college. Hopefully in a year or so i'll have an idea of how much more time/effort i wanna dump into investing based on how much i managed to earn from it at that point. Then maybe i can decide on a new career path...
When you live in the Midwest, anywhere within 3 hours is "near."
When you live in the Midwest, anywhere within 3 hours is "near."
zabu of nΩd;10378359 said:
zabu of nΩd;10378415 said:I know right
Well if my existing social circle ends up being a deciding factor, then Boston, Chicago and NYC would probably be at the top of my list.
Holy shit dude. You need to chill out and get ain you
You're trying to get your mind right and you think attending a church is the best way to go about it?
da fuq
I wouldn't recommend taking xanax, or, for that matter, any of that big pharma state certified mind altering drugs, on a regular basis Zeph. I see plenty of those kind of guys in the pharmacy and they're just weird, like their spine fell out of their ass weird. If you're having trouble with anxiety, or whatever, developing a dependence on something to fix it for you isn't the answer. It doesn't work. I don't think what you're going through is a problem, so to speak, but something that's fairly normal and just needs to be worked through without the help of anybody except for yourself.
zabu of nΩd;10386677 said:Stay cool man -- once you get into the swing of grad school you'll feel better.
I'm just glad i've never felt myself to be suffering greatly at the hands of weed. In moderation it's always seemed like a net gain.
I need to go whatever I can to set my mind straight. It's easier to engage in an ecclesiastical spiritual system than to construct one on my own, at least not at this time.