so if I understood it well......

[Will Bozarth]

by reading over this thread's previous posts, i realize that I'm coming off as a douche with multiple personalities. amazing. so in case anyone was DOUBTING if i was actually having problems at the current time... just read this fuckin thread

 

[Lies and Perfidy]

 

[Captain Beard]

Those can be FUN if you aren't the patient. One of my classmates got in trouble for fucking with a paranoid woman.

 

[Lunar Still]

rusell is the most awesome person on this thread

People are arguing over some petty shit that won't mean a damn thing to them a couple years down the road. But by then, we will all HOPEFULLY be watching the band's DVD.

 

[Captain Beard]

Or a DVD of Will and various perverted sexual acts. HEYOOOO!


As for multiple personalities on a board, *raises hand*

Yes, I'm like that IRL too if you're around me long enough.

 

[Will Bozarth]

Really, this all seems like a cry for attention and mayhaps, help, from one Will Bozarth. But really. What are you all going to expect from people who don't know you enough to care about you? There won't be any sympathy, especially from those who Will choose to insult and belittle in the past.

Will, you're reaching out to the wrong people. You're laying out personal information that this board will only use as fuel in their engines. You must have known that coming here and telling people all this stuff was just going to result in harassment and you would just end up feeling worse.

cry for attention? If I really wanted REAL attention, I'd freak out like this in public and get REAL people to look at me.

 

[Lunar Still]

Or a DVD of Will and various perverted sexual acts. HEYOOOO!

SHHH! You'll spoil the hidden special features!

 

[Captain Beard]

cry for attention? If I really wanted REAL attention, I'd freak out like this in public and get REAL people to look at me.

Like my sister! Derick, Samantha, Matt and Tyler know THAT one!

 

[Anvil]

cry for attention? If I really wanted REAL attention, I'd freak out like this in public and get REAL people to look at me.

I'm pretty sure you would have refrained from telling everyone on this board that you left it to suck dick and have your ass fucked because you were curious, had you not been looking for attention.

 

[flying_whale]

cry for attention? If I really wanted REAL attention, I'd freak out like this in public and get REAL people to look at me.

you are not that screwed up yet. In order not to get to that point you need help, or pouring your heart out IN PRIVATE to someone who really cares about you and is willing to work stuff out with you. People like Laura, your parents, etc

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

What is even worse than having them typed out?
Revealing them knowingly without realizing it.

By the loose structure I'm going to have to assume; and that's that you mean his personality/actions reflecting his problems.

If that's what you meant, it's stupid and wrong.

 

[Anvil]

A lot of us on the board still care for you, but you refuse to accept an apology and get over things.

 

[Will Bozarth]

I'm pretty sure you would have refrained from telling everyone on this board that you left it to suck dick and have your ass fucked because you were curious, had you not been looking for attention.

Oh please. If I wanted attention, I'd post a picture of my cock and get banned, then keep coming back as an unregistered person.

Paul - I HAVE poured my heart out about this to Laura. It didn't do much but get her up to date on my brain. I figure posting SOMETHING in a public area would give someone with knowledge of this shit beyond "oh get help" to lend their advice. There's a lot of smart people here, so I figure there would be at least one with some sense other than what I said above.

 

[Captain Beard]

I feel like the quote in this right about now:

 

[Will Bozarth]

A lot of us on the board still care for you, but you refuse to accept an apology and get over things.

From you, maybe. If I ever saw you again in Seattle for a Nevermore show, I wouldn't start anything with you. I just don't want to talk to you online or refer to you as an "online friend", because I have others I can talk to. Just because I choose to not accept your apology doesn't mean you should believe that I never accept any apologies. Jay insulted me for the fact that I got checked for fucking testicular cancer and I forgave him. It's all in how you look at it.

 

[mReEtTaIlRsEkD]

Seriously, you n00b fags don't even realize that this is almost exactly the situation that went down years ago. Me unable to factor in all the bullshit that everyone has into the equation and acting like some authority know-it-all to Will. Everyone has baggage and deals with it in different ways

HELLO ALCOHOLICS of the board.
HELLO FOURTEEN YEAR OLDS of the board.
HELLO DRUG USERS of the board.
HELLO MUSICIANS of the board.
and so on.

 

[flying_whale]

Oh please. If I wanted attention, I'd post a picture of my cock and get banned, then keep coming back as an unregistered person.

Paul - I HAVE poured my heart out about this to Laura. It didn't do much but get her up to date on my brain. I figure posting SOMETHING in a public area would give someone with knowledge of this shit beyond "oh get help" to lend their advice. There's a lot of smart people here, so I figure there would be at least one with some sense other than what I said above.

sorry, im no psycologist or trained person in that to give any help. I have put my cents on this matter, and I can't do much more than that other than recommending going to someone trained an d qualified to help you.

 

[Det Som Engang Var]

I feel like the quote in this right about now:

and

 

[Will Bozarth]

sorry, im no psycologist or trained person in that to give any help. I have put my cents on this matter, and I can't do much more than that other than recommending going to someone trained an d qualified to help you.

well thank you for that, then. telling me to go get help and then attempt to insult some issues I have don't exactly work well together. pick a side.

 

[Captain Beard]

I am none of the things penguin mentioned. I'm just a drunken god. But Will, as per what my training kinda legally requires me to say in the 30 seconds of clarity I have... you do need professional help. To deal with that on your own is to complicate things. Do your est to find a way to seek help before you're locked up at $1000 a day in a nuthouse.