The Whining and Bitching Thread

That was my original plan but I agree with my professors that I'm much better suited for the university environment. I'll probably still teach as I go along, perhaps at a private school if I'm not a TA.
 
I've been really depressed and anxious the past month or two and there have been times where I've thought about putting a gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger because I'm just so frustrated with everything. My job sucks, my social life sucks and everything about life just sucks right now. It doesn't help that I live alone and I'm just really lonely all the time even though I'm technically seeing someone, but she is in Tennessee right now.

I need to get some help.
It might be worthwhile to seek professional help.
 
I used to think that way when I was depressed but now I don't. Maybe it's the antidepressants.
 
So I missed my bus to an appointment, so I had to pay £15 for a taxi, plus the bus fare back. When I got there the woman said 'Oh I rang you to say don't bother to come'.
 
Meh, I would rather the antidepressants than the other shit I would have going on otherwise. I don't care if it makes me less of a man or not.