Zephyrus
Tyrants and Slaves
That was my original plan but I agree with my professors that I'm much better suited for the university environment. I'll probably still teach as I go along, perhaps at a private school if I'm not a TA.
It might be worthwhile to seek professional help.I've been really depressed and anxious the past month or two and there have been times where I've thought about putting a gun in my mouth and pulling the trigger because I'm just so frustrated with everything. My job sucks, my social life sucks and everything about life just sucks right now. It doesn't help that I live alone and I'm just really lonely all the time even though I'm technically seeing someone, but she is in Tennessee right now.
I need to get some help.
Again, it's probably sleep apnea. If my results come back normal, I'm going to go do a sleep study.
I used to think that way when I was depressed but now I don't. Maybe it's the antidepressants.