I did something really, really, really fucking stupid last night. I found a small bottle in the medicine cabinet marked "Toothache Medication". I looked at the label, and it had a pretty urgent looking warning saying "DO NOT SWALLOW", and "If swallowed, contact your local poison control center". I read the ingredients- it was 85% eugenol and 15% sesame oil. I looked up eugenol, and I read on multiple sources that it is psychoactive. I decided to try it. I had one drop, but it was time for dinner. Later, around 2 am, I had a fairly good amount of it. It was pungent, and burned my mouth to the point of being numb. I got a few mild effects from it, and got tired and went to sleep. Now, I am extremely worried. It is hepatoxic (poisonous to the liver), and I am constantly checking my eyes for jaundice. I do some really stupid stuff.