I got diagnosed with autism. I'm really fucking pissed. Fuck off if you are going to label my high level of self awareness a disorder. It's basically taking my very high level of consciousness and calling it a disease, and therefore reducing it to nothing.
Also, autism causes strong interests, and sometimes they can be phases. I'm worried my interest in metal is just a phase. I've liked heavy metal for the last 3 years, and rock in general for the last 5 years. But I'm still very worried. If I lose interest, I plan to kill myself.