The Whining and Bitching Thread

I thought a lot and had some realizations, I've accepted things for the way they are and I think stuff will be fine.
 
Welp he full on broke up with me after 2 years, I actually did something wrong and get why he's upset about that, but I genuinely had no idea, I made an idiotic mistake. I'm sure it's still tentative, hopefully not for real. I understand if it is, but I hope that he thinks about it a little more and comes around.

I have BPD so this is hell, feels like the person I was for the past two years is dead.

If things remain how they are, the silver lining is that I'm more free now and maybe hitting an emotional rock bottom will be good for me.
 
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Welp he full on broke up with me after 2 years, I actually did something wrong and get why he's upset about that, but I genuinely had no idea, I made an idiotic mistake. I'm sure it's still tentative, hopefully not for real. I understand if it is, but I hope that he thinks about it a little more and comes around.

I have BPD so this is hell, feels like the person I was for the past two years is dead.

If things remain how they are, the silver lining is that I'm more free now and maybe hitting an emotional rock bottom will be good for me.
Breakup eh? Hope it goes well.

Going through the same, except it was after six years lol.

It gives me an excuse to get back into my sloppy sleaze metal aesthetic lol.
 
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Breakup eh? Hope it goes well.

Going through the same, except it was after six years lol.

It gives me an excuse to get back into my sloppy sleaze metal aesthetic lol.

I'm sorry to hear and I hope you're holding up okay too. It just keeps hitting me in waves but ik they'll become less frequent. This was my longest running and most mature relationship so it's tough, but I'm going to survive. I'm accepting whatever happens at this point, there's nothing I can do and whatever happens is meant to be, I'm at the mercy of stuff I can't control and I find it strangely comforting right now.

Lol on the sleaze metal thing, idk I got the most Steel Panther mental image
 
Got heavily into running regularly the past few months and turned the speed up too high last week like a jackass. Pulled the fuck out of the muscles in my left leg and can barely walk.
 
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I'm sorry to hear and I hope you're holding up okay too. It just keeps hitting me in waves but ik they'll become less frequent. This was my longest running and most mature relationship so it's tough, but I'm going to survive. I'm accepting whatever happens at this point, there's nothing I can do and whatever happens is meant to be, I'm at the mercy of stuff I can't control and I find it strangely comforting right now.

Lol on the sleaze metal thing, idk I got the most Steel Panther mental image
Oh yeah, patch jacket, bandana, aviators.
 
Kidding. My ex had it and it was a nightmare to deal with. Changed her look and identity constantly. Incredibly jealous all the time. Constantly obsessed with where I was when we weren't together etc etc. I hope she meets or has met a man who can nurture what I couldn't.