The Whining and Bitching Thread

I still very much struggle with the fact that I have the ability to do anything that isn't work and or home related things. And I'm doing my best to drive that thought out of my head...

Its very hard for me and its so very confusing to feel freedom.

I'm not used to being able to see friends without a partner involved. I'm not used to going out and doing things on my own. I'm not familiar with how to be a person for myself.

I've been controlled my whole life and having this sense of autonomy is frightening.

i understand this post more than anyone else here

i don't date the women i want to date
i date the women who want to date me
and a lot of these women see "door-mat-slave-boy" written on my forehead

the longest relationship that I've ever been in was the girl who gave me a black-eye as punishment for doing something that pissed her off while i was in front her friends
she wasn't trying to hurt my face, she was trying to bruise my face
she held my chin with one hand and used her other hand to bruise my face
and then walking around in front of her friends with the black-eye was my punishment for embarrassing her in-front of those specific friends
those specific people seeing my black-eye was supposed to let them know that she had control over me
and she did have control over me
when she held my chin with one hand to bruise my face with her other hand
i just sat there and let her do it
and this girl was the longest relationship that i've ever had
 
all the heat records are being smashed today, the UK has broken the 40 barrier for the first time ever and it’s 38/98 where i am. if that doesn’t sound so bad keep in mind all our buildings are designed to keep heat in and most including mine don’t have a/c. i’m working in the hottest room in the house and i have a cold on top, if i never post again it’s because i’ve burned alive.
 
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i understand this post more than anyone else here

i don't date the women i want to date
i date the women who want to date me
and a lot of these women see "door-mat-slave-boy" written on my forehead

the longest relationship that I've ever been in was the girl who gave me a black-eye as punishment for doing something that pissed her off while i was in front her friends
she wasn't trying to hurt my face, she was trying to bruise my face
she held my chin with one hand and used her other hand to bruise my face
and then walking around in front of her friends with the black-eye was my punishment for embarrassing her in-front of those specific friends
those specific people seeing my black-eye was supposed to let them know that she had control over me
and she did have control over me
when she held my chin with one hand to bruise my face with her other hand
i just sat there and let her do it
and this girl was the longest relationship that i've ever had

the difference is that you need to be controlled for all of our sakes. she really let us all down when she let you off your leash and stopped fulfilling her sacred duty.
 
It'll get worse in the years to come. The world doesn't have the infrastructure to handle it; and the irony is that the infrastructure we do have is contributing to it.

Be safe wainds.
 
all the heat records are being smashed today, the UK has broken the 40 barrier for the first time ever and it’s 38/98 where i am. if that doesn’t sound so bad keep in mind all our buildings are designed to keep heat in and most including mine don’t have a/c. i’m working in the hottest room in the house and i have a cold on top, if i never post again it’s because i’ve burned alive.

Speak American ya wanker.
 
I commented on a friend's Facebook post from my phone and a bubble popped up saying "Thanks for your comment. We've shared it with the admins for review". What in the council of reptilian overlord wankers do they think they're up to now? I used the word 'shafted' to turn an otherwise innocuous comment into a penis joke and the poor reviewers probably won't even get it. :D
 
Never been hurt this badly in my life. There's a chance things can be repaired, but no guarantees. I don't know how I'll survive this, but I will. I'm just very scared.
 
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What sucks is loving how much wiser I am for having gone through hurt/suffering like that. Like it was my ideal destiny to wander around feeling smart in a lacklustre life...

Though I have a hypothesis that I'll make up for it by living to be at least 115, based on certain health aspects and how young I look. ;)