Rincewind
Find tranquillity in dark
hyena said:Everything before and...The first imbecile who interprets this email as a "poor me" type of self-victimization gets the red card from here to eternity. PLEASE-BECOME-AWARE that there is a world of things beyond your immediate imagination and your cheap judgement.
Didn't have time before to read this when you were online,but I assume you'll see this...anyway,I could NEVER think "poor you" or anything alike,that post of yours got my respectfullness for you few big steps above than before and it really made me think about some bad/sad/whatever things I avoid to think about in my life 'cause there's one too many of them...and I really thank you on that 'cause people here rarely say so sincere and openly their real BIG life problems (I know you didn't want to say it,but reading that made me feel that my problems are very small, ie. my friends and family are all alive and I have time to deal with problems I have with them and say some things that are torchering me inside for some time)...and I also got related to you 'cause of drinking matter (don't get this wrong...just wanna say that I do the same thing, but recently realized that it really doesn't help so much as I want it to help and shitty headaches in the morning when I realize all problems are still here just don't seem so worth anymore...yeah,it helps and yes,those are great evenings of no worries,but I think you're stronger than that-actually,I think you already proved that you are)
...sorry if I got something wrong or offended you in any way,never was my intention...and certainly didn't want this to look like any other way then: I admire you for that post and 1000 times more for things in it you went through and stayed normal