I don't believe I've written about this one. A week and a half ago I had another terrible, twisted sleep paralysis type dream. As I've said before, with me the dreams are often intense, hallucinogenic, and very 'real'...physically and mentally not literally of course!
I was lying in bed in what was my bedroom, but it was larger and a lot darker. The color scheme had almost lost a lot of color and it was very cold. I remember listening to a familiar song but I couldn't help but notice the song had an extra verse in it...these dreams usually start out with minor discrepancies...
As often in times in movies you will see a person lying in bed and unexpectedly shifting from one position to the other, and as he or she turns around they will see something there. I was lying on my side, and decided to turn directions and face the opposite...when I did I saw (in all seriousness, this was totally fucked) a clown. I completely froze both mentally and physically. He wore only black/white makeup, and looked as if he had been freshly dug up from the grave decomposing in the process. He didn't move, until I looked at him, at his eyes and then suddenly he moved his eyes and stared at me. You honestly have no idea how fucked this was because of the realism to it. I was completely stunned and I sort of fell against my bed and wasn't able to properly move. The next part of the dream was so messed up because I actually felt as if I was being tortured. I really wasn't able to escape this for some time, and all my attempts to wake myself up didn't work and the torturing continued for a while. It more or less just felt as if some kind of force was trying to suffocate me, or weigh on me and I was completely helpless. I could vaguely hear a voice in the background, it sounded like laughing and some kind of snickering. I eventually woke up, and looked upwards to my ceiling fan. I was starting to have some light hallucinations as my room was turning into the room from my dream - my vision is always hazy when this happens. The ceiling fan had some words written on it, but it was spinning to fast for me to read them...