a: in the sense of being given money to perform an illegal act abusing my position, no. several reasons can be found for this: for example, i'm not in any position to abuse to start with, so it's kind of easy. in the sense of moral corruption, yes, i think so: rejection (and i'm not talking about yesterday's bad date, more of past and more serious rejections) sort of turned me more selfish and ruthless than i might have been.
q: good question. keep it going.